In the Name of the Goddess
AboraMana, Goddess of Life
The Goddess Updated 2006
The Myth of AboraMana
Goddess of Life, Love, and Beauty
is dedicated to all Women on Planet Earth
Updated January 2007
CopyRight 2007 Neithard Horn
Kapa'a, Kaua'i, Hawai'i
AboraMana is the total sum of Biological Life on Planet Earth imagined, perceived, and interacted with as a Goddess with
a distinct personality and history. She is that mysterious Energy we call Life, and we see every individual Living Being,
be it bacteria, plant, bird, fish, animal, human, as one of Her many Children.
ABORA is the Energy of Life in the language of the extinct indigenous Arehucas of the island La Palma Canarias. Those
people lived in matriarchy, family chains were matrilinear and they perceived the Energy of Life as a Female Power.
MANA is the Energy of Life in the language of the indigenous people of the Islands of Hawaii. Because they live in a patriarchy
Mana is perceived as a Male Power.
The name AboraMana suggests the balance of the Female and Male Power in the whole Biological Creation, but we see the
Female Power as the Source of everything that lives, procreates and dies. She is a woman because all Biological Life comes
to Life through the Woman, the Mother.
AboraMana's official title is GODDESS of LIFE, LOVE, and BEAUTY.
She is also called OUR MOTHER WITHOUT NAVEL, because She Herself has no mother.
As the HORNED GODDESS She is the GODDESS OF FERTILITY AND ABUNDANCE. The horns stand for the cow as the symbol of tranquility
and motherhood and for the crescents of the waning and the waxing moon.
In the Dark Nights She becomes the GODDESS OF THE BLACK MOON and dominates the night sky by Her absence or non-visibility.
She stands for Emotional Wisdom; the snake is Her symbol.
In Her form as serpent She is the CHAOS-GODDESS - the moment the Primordeal Soup exploded into Life with infinite possibilities
open. The serpent also stands for the female sexuality.
She is the FOUNTAIN OF THE POWER OF LOVE, because her beauty fills Humans with love; and because God the Creator, the
cool engineer, became the All-loving Father through Her love
She is honored in four forms, one for each of the Four Elemental Houses, Air, Fire, Water, Stone.
As the Goddess in the House of Water she is called
Goddess of Life Love and Beauty
Goddess of Fertility and Abundance
Fountain of the Power of Love
Our Mother Without Navel
The rose is the sign of Her suit in the Deck; the rose is beauty, red is love, and the green leaves are life.
Since this work - Deck and Script - focus on a Supreme Being, God and Goddess, and our relation to them; and since the
goal of the work is to make this society a better society by spiritual and artistic means, it is a religious work - it was
given to me to pass it on to you in the form of a religion - without my intention.
Please don't hold me responsible for what is revealed in the Deck. The Goddess gave the visions of the Cards to me, She
revealed the System of the Deck to me, She writes the Script for me; it is HER work - I do nothing except listen to Her and
do what She tells me to do.
And just like you I keep asking: Why did the Goddess choose me, a male, to speak up for Her and womankind?
There are probably many reasons but only one really makes sense to me:
The work is filled with erotic and sex as the highest expression of Life. Erotic and sex work best between opposite sexes.
I love my Goddess so much more because I am a man and She is a woman. And She knows it and She reveales Herself ever more
to me, like a woman undressing for her man.
When I talk about how the vision of the Deck came to me maybe I should better say:
I remember the images of the cards and the system of the deck, because my memories of the world where this Deck is a daily
reality are so vivid and detailed and coherent, and I have them since such a long time, that I might as well accept that my
memories are not just the product of my overflowing imagination.
The myth intruduced here comes from my home planet which is separated from planet Earth not by space, but by time. As
far as I could understand the explanations when I was recruited for my current mission, Earth and my home planet are travelling
on the same lane of the time highway - our planet behind Earth. Because Earth is slowing down - for reasons unknown to us,
because our planet keeps her timing close to perfect - our planet one day is bound to crash into Earth from behind - again:
not in Space/Matter, but in Time. Since I am only a Master of History, Human Sciences, and Fine Arts I must admit that I have
no understanding of TimePhysics, so I can't explain it better.
I was recruited to be sent to Earth to observe the behavior of her inhibitants without filters, and to record the observed
as an unaltered copy, while living the ordinary life of a Human Male in the Western Society of the 20/21 Century Western TimeReckoning.
As a disguise I wear the mask of being an artist. You might as well call me a spy - except that I am not under cover and nothing
about me is kept secret. I even give you my record to read - before my Authorities see it.
On my return - which will happen when my EarthBody dies - I am to submit the copy of the observed to my Authorities.
At present time I am in the Observe/Record Mode of my mission.
In my world I live in our capital city AtlantaCaldera which is divided within the geological and geomantic parameters
into Four Quarters, each for one of the Four Elemental Houses: Air, Fire, Water, and Stone. Each quarter has a cathedral for
AboraMana, Goddess of Life Love and Beauty. Her oldest cathedral is a cave in the WaterQuarter, or FishermanQuarter, which
is also the quarter where I live, when I am not living on planet Earth.
As a member of the WaterQuarter I honor AboraMana in Her appearance as the Goddess of Life in the House of Water and communicate
with Her as Lilith AboraMana.
By reason of my advanced age, some obvious malfunctions of my TimeMachine back home, and my nearly obsessive love for
my Goddess as Lilith AboraMana I do not remember Her names in the other three Elemental Houses.
That is naturally not the proper name. I just call it so because I can't grasp the acronym it's inventors invented for
In my case it is a mighty flotation tank, totally depriving any sensory input - but a zillion brightly colored wires running
in and out, and a zillion brightly colored lights flashing on and off, and a zillion sweet little noises humming - as I perceived
when I entered the room with that machine. Whether I was given drugs to alter my State of Mind I do not know; I certainly
was given a medicin that shitted my body completly empty.
And in that salty lukewarm sud my body floats, ticking along just fine without me, and here I am, in another body, in
another world ...
Mistake me not:
I was beamed into the body I call my EarthBody the moment my EarthMother's egg opened to one of my EarthFather's seeds.
The timing was perfect, I must admit.
I was conceived, carried, and born like any other Human on Planet Earth. I was brought up and educated like any average
boy in this society. I live the Life of a Male Human Being, and I will die a Human Being's Death, no way out.
Anyway, the Deck of Cards I introduce here is one of our Holy Scriptures and every person owns at least one Deck in one
of the many editions painted by different artists throughout the centuries. One Deck is given by the High Priestess to every
newborn baby at the Ceremony of Introduction Into Society. We consider the Deck as a Book of Lessons to be learned. Some people
use it for divining, children gamble with them for small coins, and in school it is used to clarify the Human position in
respect to the Planet we live on, and in respect of the grand scheme of things in general.
Since I am a MasterWithoutSeat in the Guild of Artists and Artisans in the WaterQuarter I was permitted to create my own
Deck. Within the fast bound rules of the iconography of our Holy Scriptures every artist is free to create whatever he likes.
For example, a painting of the Goddess as AboraMana in the House of Water must have an octopus (or Sunfish as we call
them) somewhere in the picture, because the Sunfish is Her Holy Animal in the House of Water, just as the butterfly or the
colibri is Her Holy Animal in the House of Air, or the scarab in the House of Stone.
For my Deck I used many of the sketches I drew when I traveled all the Inner Islands and most of the Outer Islands on
government mission. This makes my Deck quite unique because, generally speaking, the men of AtlantaCaldera don't like to travel.
Many of the ideas I show in the deck are well known to Humans, because they were channeled from my world to spiritually
advanced women and men on planet Earth. But to my disappointment I find that most of them are misunderstood, or wrongly interpreted,
or falsified with malevolent intent - by whom and for what reason is unknown to us. (Part of my mission is to find answers
to that question.)
To explain what I mean I give you some examples:
On Earth - created by the Jewish Tradition - Lilith is seen as the first wife of Adam, who married Eve when Lilith fled
into the desert because she did not want to play the passive role in her relationship with Adam ("... she did not want
to lay under him, and he did not want to lay under her ...", as the Legend intones). Later she became a children-eating
demon and a mother of demons and a wholesale disgusting entity, who gave Eve the infamous apple and thus doomed all humankind
to eternal destruction.
The Truth is:
Lilith is the name of AboraMana as the FirstBorn in the House of Water. Lilith means Serpent, or Snake as the AnimalSpirit
of Intuitiv Wisdom. It also means Deep, as in Profound, or Deep as the Deepest Recesses of the Sea.
You'll also find that I changed the beloved melody of Air - Fire - Water - EARTH to the correct form of Air - Fire - Water
- STONE, because the Elemental Houses were created BEFORE the creation of Life.
Earth is either the name of the Planet we live on, or it means soil or humus or mother-earth were plants can grow in,
and humus contains a lot of plant- and animal-matter, living or dead, and they are AboraMana's children.
CityPeople generally say only Lilith when they mean the Goddess. To make things more complicated they say also only Lilith
when they mean the Chairwoman of the Great Council, whose full title is Lilith Yggdrasil. Yggdrasil means: Old Tree that Roots
in the Earth and Carries the Sky.
Later, if I find the time, I'll tell you more about the world I had to leave to fulfill my mission on planet Earth.
The basic LayOut using all Cards of the Deck
THE RAY OF CREATION
The All-including Truth
0Y The WarriorGoddess
The Hall of God
The Matrix that is the Human Soul
The Science of Physics
The Pillars of the Universe and Time
The Elemental Houses
The Science of Biology
Life - Death
Devi and Deva
FirstWoman and FirstMan
Religion and Ceremony
Who are you? Define yourself.
Explanation of the Cards and the System
00. Zero, the Diamond of Total Truth
the Absolute, Total, All-Including Truth
the Supreme Being
the Philosopher's Stone as an idea, a philosophical concept
beyond all questions and answers
beyond all explanations and descriptions
can't be talked about, but can be experienced at the moment of total enlightment. The Clear Blue Light in the Tibetan
Book of the Dead, or the Great Emptiness of Zen seen in the moment of Satori have about the same meaning.
This card is placed above all other cards and stands alone. Whatever you play with the deck, the Zero-Card is set apart
on a good visible spot, to always remind you that everything you consider as true is a part - but only a part - of the All-Including
The Diamond of Total Truth is shown as a heptagon, where every corner is connected with every other corner to show the
cosmic net, where every phenomen influences every other phenomen. Each of the facettes thus formed is one part of the Total
Truth - and because it is the All-Including Truth, you are a part of it, too.
The small heptagon in the center of the big heptagon (which appears by itself during the process of drawing the Diamond)
is your specific private window through which you look at that part of the All-Including Truth you understand and consider
Every single person on planet Earth has her own private window just like you - groups of people are united by the congruence
of their individual private windows - and all of us look at the same All-Including Truth.
Around the Diamond lies the Empty Space of Creation, the White Chaos, the world of fleeting ideas and ideals, chains of
thinking and intuitive daydreams, the fountain every inspired artist draws from, an emotional and mental universe where everything
is possible but nothing is real. The Deck in your hands comes without filter straight from there.
The square in the circle shows the principle of dualism, in which we live on planet Earth and which we can't change. When
we understand the energy of dualism and stop wanting to overcome it, we can learn to love it and to use it to our personal
and social advantage as a woman or man, young or old, during the day and the night, in good days and in bad - in our down-to-earth
The double snail shows the constant moving world, which always stays the same, even when the outside appearances change.
The rainbow colored stand shows the Ray of Creation, which starts at the source and goes on through all planes, till it
ends on the human plane, (and there it ends at You) which it is the last level of creation. That means, that you are the youngest
child of creation, and that again means, that you should respect all the plants and animals as our elder sisters and brothers,
and all the oceans and mountains as the base where your sisters and brothers and you stand on.
The deck does not show below-human levels of creation, no worlds of devils or demons and no hell, because they do not
exist as a part of God's and AboraMana's creation. Our Shamanas found by experience, that they are an entirely human creation,
called into existence and kept alive by humans who believe in them and feed them with their emotional energy.
+ Source: The card shows one of the sacred instruments on the main altar of AboraMana's oldest cathedral in our capital
city. In similar form it stands on every altar in every chapel or temple or church of every creed and sect on our planet.
Part of the celebration of Holy Days always is a lecture about the Zero-Card. For that reason we never had missionaries, fanatics,
or religious motivated wars, and we never felt entitled to destroy other cultures or to kill or enslave someone who called
the Supreme Being and the Members of the Spiritual Universe by different names and worshipped Them in a different way.
Crystal and the shell of a double-snail on a stand of colored glass, ca. 36 inches high.
0Y1 - 0Y3 Fate
Schicksal in German; literally: That what has been sent to you by Higher Powers; (schicken = to send; sal has it's roots
in Seele or Soul and refers to the Spiritual Universe)
Kismet in Arab.
Also titled: The Invisible Hands of Fate
Fate works on the Material Plane only. It is that what happens to you in your daily realities and in your life in general,
and for that you are objectively not responsible. It is not Karma, it is not destiny, it is the stone falling down on you
while you are on a leisurly stroll.
The Spinner, the Weaver and the Cutter are three ancient sisters dwelling in a cave between the roots of the Tree-of-Life
Yggdrasil. They are seen as older than Gods, because Gods are victims of Fate, too.
0X1 The Spinner spins your talents, your abilities, your knowledge into one strong thread
0X2 The Weaver works it into the fabric of human society
0X3 The Cutter lets you end this particular thread of your Fate to make you free for another Thread of Fate.
The Spinner also symbolizes Endlessness
The Weaver uses you as a knot in the net of human relationships
The Cutter also means release and freedom
0Y2 The Weaver
callenges you to become part of the Fabric to make it stronger and more beautiful
Interaction with people: How you react and act with the people you "accidentally" meet
The rainbow colors of the fabric show you that Fate has to be accepted as a gift given to you by Powers Greater than you
to help you to become what you really are. That attitude for a Heavy Burden of Fate makes it easier to carry.
0Y3 The Cutter
represents Things Done or a Thread of Fate Fulfilled. Giving birth is Cutting Loose for both the mother and the child.
The Cutter has very little to do with the death of your material body. She symbolizes more the death of your fixed preconcepts
and prejudices, she also means letting loose of people and of possessions.
0X1 - 0X4 The WarriorGoddess
Jokers, or Wild Cards, called the Corner Stones
your Fighting Spirit
0Y4 Sphinga is Patience
0Y3 Minataura is Perseverance
0Y2 Kentoura is Flexibility
0Y1 Gryffa is Recklessness
Action with the goal to stop an aggressor's aggression. The action varies from mild to extreme violence, as the occasion
Fight for your rights when they are denied to you - don't fear opposition. Also: Over-reaction to imagined aggression
The WarriorGoddess is very old, nobody worshippes Her anymore. Today students of martial art use the four aspects of Her
as sign, siglum, and symbol of their Order.
+ Since when the WarriorGoddess is sacro sanct part of the Deck is unknown.
+ They are called the CornerStones because they occupy the four corners of our three-dimensional chess and they are the
most versatile of all pieces.
+ In the Deck they act as PlaceHolders for You. You can place them where ever you want, and at that place they represent
+ Some studies claim that they also represent the Three Pillars of the Universe and Time. The most accepted order is:
Gryffa = Space
Kentoura = Energy
Minataura = Matter
Sphinga = Time
+ Source: Copy of the only complete Set of an antique Deck in our Central Library. Woodcut, light ink-wash on card paper.
Time of origin unknown, not dated, no signature.
The Hall of God
The Matrix that is the Human Soul
Since we talk about God we have to talk about religion:
To tell a story you have to invent persons that act out the story. Persons have limitations in their mental structure,
called Blind Spot. Without blind spots on the side of the actors no story would be possible, because a story revolves around
problems created by blind spots, and their solutions. All-mightiness and All-knowledge don't allow for problems because there
is no blind spot, so there is no need to act to find a solution of a problem caused by a blind spot, so there is no story
Since the very beginning Humans tell each other stories about Goddesses and Gods and other members of the spiritual universe
interacting with Humans in their daily life on the material plane.
If you tell a story often enough it solidifies and becomes more and more a Truth of Reality.
Around that mentally created Solid Reality they build rituals and ceremonies and a cast of priests, and a so-called religion
emerges out of nowhere and occupies large spaces in the Mental Room of a Believer.
It is also the habit of Humans to see their particular, artificially created Goddess/God as the OnlyOneTrueGod.
There IS a Supreme Being independent of Humans, which is not a construct of a Human mind, there is no doubt about that,
as explained with the Zero-Card, where it says: Can't be talked about, but can be experienced.
When Humans forget that they "can't talk about it", and start adorning the Supreme Being with Human traits,
acting out stories like Humans would, they leave the realm of the Supreme Being and enter the realm of Goddesses and Gods.
Since Gods are a creation of the Human mind, they are finite and depend on their believers: Prosperous believers make
prosperous Gods - with the disappearance of the last believer the God dies, or at least goes into hibernation. That happened
to SunGod Ra, that happened to GodFather Wotan, MoonGoddess Selene, LoveGoddess Aphrodite and many others.
The only survivors in the Battle of The Gods, acted out by their believers, is the Christian God and the Moslim God. There
are other Goddesses and Gods still alive, living in the margins, at least in this part of the world. Moshe's God is still
going pretty strong, because He draws strenght out of the alias He planted into the Christian God Image.
As said before: The more devoted believers a God has, the stronger He grows and thus a strong God can give more of His
strength to the believers. Moshe's God didn't wipe out the Goddesses and Gods of Kana'an because He was a so much nicer guy,
but because His believers were a highly trained and beweaponed killer-force with nothing equal in far sight.
The Jewish-Christian God did not win the battle over many other Gods, and achieved a pretty dangerous stale mate with
the Moslim God because He was more true than the other Gods, but because His Believers always had the better weapons, and
they were always eager to use them for their God against His (and their) enemies.
There are two kinds of Gods, there are the Old Gods and there are the New Gods. The Old Gods are the Gods of Nature, which
means the Male and the Female Aspects are pretty well balanced. They represent Rain, or Vulcanoes, or Death, or Fertility,
and so on. AboraMana is an Old Goddess.
Moshe, the Leader of the Children of Israel, tried to invent an abstract God, which didn't quite work, because Humans
are visual beings, they need and they always make images that represent That-Which-is-Without-Image. This is an un-erasable
part of the ReligionMatrix of Humans.
Moshe made his God purely male, with not a fraction of female, which again didn't work because Humans live in the dual
world of woman and man, and they know it, and they basically love it.
That means: Moshe tried to take the ReligionMatrix out of the Emotional Body and re-plant it in the Mental Body, which
does not work, because the ReligionMatrix is an organ of the Emotional Body and not of the Mental Body. In the Mental Body
the ReligionMatrix whithers to near-death.
The only explanation of how Moshe came to that Idea of an Abstract Male God, is that this God told him.
Moshe's God is the oldest of the New Gods - his God is the source of the Christian God and the source of the Moslim God,
although both hate to admit that.
Moshe's God runs a tight ship, just like Moshe had to run a tight ship as he transformed the Children of Israel from an
unruly mob of shepherds into the strongest fighting army of that time, consisting of a nation on the move, armed to the teeth,
united by One God and God's Only True Prophet Moshe, and the people have a common goal to achieve in the Name of God under
the leadership of Moshe.
Moshe's God joins Forces with Moshe the Prophet, which makes the job of Moshe the Leader so much easier.
Since Gods are a construct of the Human Mind, the understanding of the character of the God is the key to understanding
the character of his Believers.
And: Since the God of a believer is as real to the believer as the believer is real to himself, the God's character re-inforces
the character of the believer until the combined forces of a Human and his God are strong enough to turn Objective Wrong into
Right because GOD said so.
Objective Wrong is a Transgression against the First Law of Social Behavior: Don't give what you don't want for yourself.
The more you believe in a God the more real He becomes to you, and your God does exactly what you believe Him to do -
True Belief is a tremendous Creative Energy with the ability to turn Emotional and Mental Images into three-dimensional solid
You believe God outside of you and He'll be outside of you. You believe Him violent He will be violent. He becomes and
is whatever you believe Him into. But this is utterly hidden to Humans, they still believe that Gods are Outside Independent
Forces. They are known as Blind Believers and generally considered as pretty dangerous.
There is nothing wrong with believing in Gods as a Seeing Believer, contrarily: to believe in a Spiritual Universe enriches
the Emotional Bodies of Humans and their societies by transforming the belief into works of art, rituals and ceremonies, not
for self-celebration, but for celebration of something GreaterThanYourself.
Choosing one God out of many as a focus for your wish to honor the PowersGreateThanYou, for a Human never to comprehend,
is a free decision.
The question is only:
Which of the available Gods and the system the believers built around the God in times past, allow for a
Most Beloved Being Self Aware
Endowed (with) Knowledge (of)
Good (and) Evil (and) Free Decision
(without) Fear of Punishment (or) Hope of Reward
Supreme Being's Hologram
All the stories about the interaction of Godesses/Gods and Humans are told to explain the world and the Human position
in it, with the intent to influence the life of the individual and the individual's conduct within society. So here is another
01. God - The Big Bang
We call our MaleGod Abbadam, which is the shortening of Abba Adam. It means: Father of Adam (Abba = Father, in the sense
It also means:
The Source of the analytical mind of male part of humanity (generally speaking)
The card is also called the BIG BANG as a concession to the scientific male point of view. But whenever you ask: WHO made
the Big Bang and WHAT did bang big, science is at a loss with the empty promise that sooner or later they'll find out.
The creative energy of the analytical mind, perceived as a male person with personal characteristica and traits.
He is seen as the cool engineer, the precise calculator, the builder, the mason. He is the creator of the Universe of
Physics: Space, Matter, Energy, and Time, i. e. planet Earth without the biological Life, within the solar system and as far
out as we can reach with our instruments.
The Source of the Energy of Life. Our theological scientist haven't decided yet, whether God knowingly blew part of his
energy into his Universe of Physics to create Life, or whether the interaction of Matter, Space, and Energy during Time created
Life out of itself
Others say, Life came to planet Earth as StarSeed, when a chunk of another, Life-bearing planet hit Earth
We don't really care, because we think it is not important to find out what actually happened, but it is very important
to us that through Life - through AboraMana - the cool engineer learned to how to love, through the love of AboraMana He became
the unconditional All-Loving Father. The Love of God the Father and the Love of Goddess the Mother holds together the whole
Universe and is the only driving force for Life on Earth.
This card asks you to become and stay aware of the difference between Abbadam's Creation, and AboraMana's Creation, and
the Creation of Man.
The card shows the Diamond of Total Truth behind the male triangle of God Abbadam. That means that God Abbadam is like
any other God part of the Total Truth.
Below the triangle we see the tools necessary to build and construct a universe, be it a house or a cosmos: The scale
is the moving female horizontal line and the plumb is the static male vertical line. The scale also shows the perfectly balanced
dualism we live in, and it shows the sacred gift of free decision without hope of reward or fear of punishment.
The dualism of the scale is repeated in the compass, where one point holds the center and the other point draws the circle.
The holding point is female and the drawing point is male, because every positive male activity is motivated by female energy.
The right angle with the measurements is the perfect instrument to divide a circle into four equal parts, which are also
the four quarters of our planet's surface. The four right angles are male and they divide the perfect circle, which is female.
+ Source: Label of the Book of Geometrics used in our Public Schools.
The Pillars of God's Throne
also called "God's Glory"
Seeing with the Third Eye: Being able to visualize what exists but can't be seen with the material eyes.
To visualize: The process of building a three-dimensional moving color picture in your mind and to hold it there as long
as you want.
Seeing with the material eyes: Being able to see the visible things as pattern, color patches, and forms without meaning.
Seeing without interpreting or explaining the seen. This ability is important for objectivity. It can and should be trained,
especially by visual artists, but is a very rewarding ability for everyone, because it inhibits preconceptions and help you
to see things as they really are.
Pairs with CHERUBA for the set: Who are you? Define Yourself, asking: Is your attention more on looking?
She was created after God created the Three Pillars of Universe and Time came into being. Time started destroying the
throne of God, so he was forced to create a pillar to save his throne: Serapha.
Serapha has a halo in the colors of the day, her half sister Cheruba has a halo in the colors of the night, both together
show the rainbow, the spectrum of colors visible to the human eye. The colors of the rainbow are a mystical energy, manifest
on the solid material plane for everyone to see. You can touch the rain, the sunlight touches you, but you can't touch the
colors of the rainbow and there is not one human being whose emotional body is not moved in a positive way at the sight of
In the Deck the rainbow symbolizes the Spiritual Universe, the world of angels, power-animals, spiritual leaders, advanced
masters, etc. One Legend tells, that Abbadam dedicated the rainbow to his Most Beloved AboraMana, when He for the first time
heard a HumpbackWhale singing.
+ Source: Light on the main altar in Lilith AboraMana's cathedral, AtlantaCaldera. Translucent glass, gold, ca 30 inches
Sound, lit.: Song of Nature
Music, which is structured sound made by humans
She is is also abused as noise made by man which is not music
Listen with your material ears
Listen with your third ear
Pairs with SERAPHA for the set Who are you? Define Yourself, asking: Is your attention more on listening?
Meditation part one - Goal: Activating your Third Ear.
As a session of meditation listen attentive and focussed to noises of nature, doing nothing else. Avoid noises created
by man, music too.
According to the Old Teachers the most beneficial noises are: Slow wind in the desert or a forest, surf on a reef or against
a cliff, secluded creeks and waterfalls, rain.
It might be possible that you can't find clean natural noises in your daily run, but you soon will learn to blend out
noises made by man, as long as they are not too intruding.
Discover the musik in the noises. Memorize the musik your hear by humming with it, first mentally, then materially. Repeat
the musik until it is your personal ear worm. Listen to your Third Ear for the words fitting the musik. Create a song and
sing it always.
(Carlos Castaneda's Don Juan calls this your PowerSong and here is one way to find it.)
Meditation part two - Goal: Activating your Material Ears.
Listen attentive and focussed to Music. The best musik for this meditation is still Toccata und Fugue in D-minor by J.
B. Bach to stimulate the male part of your Emotional Body, classic Indian sitar music is best for the female part of your
Emotional Body. For pure emotion the violin concertos of Beethoven are best.
Without God Abbadam's planning or knowing, Cheruba came into existence, when He created the Three Pillars of Universe,
because the Second Law of Creation is: "When Energy drives Matter through Space Sound will come into Being."
Cheruba has two parts. The first part comes out of the universe of physics, the second part comes from the universe of
The Legend tells:
"When AboraMana created the Living Beings, She taught Her children to sing, and since then all Living Beings sing
songs to their Mother, and the Living Goddess dedicated the songs of Her children to Her Father, HerOneAndOnlyTrueLover, the
Father of Her children."
Abbadam uses Cheruba as another Pillar in Defense against Time. Cheruba, like Time, is a secondary effect out of Space,
Matter, and Energy; that is why the two nearly balance out, but only nearly, and that is why Time is seen as the elder of
the two sisters. Cheruba can slow Time down, but she can't stop her. Abbadam hoped to bring Time to a stand-still by the creation
of Serapha, but even that was not enough.
Serapha and Cheruba, later AboraMana, belong to the race of beings that are one and many at the same time. Their eyes
are black, because they see the unveiled Total Truth.
+ Source: Musical instrument in the monastery on the Island of Morea. Different materials, ca. 90 feet high.
The nuns and monks of the monastery built this instrument on the front platform of their temple, which stands high above
the sea on a ridge between two valleys. They built funnels into the valleys where they open to the ocean and connected the
funnels through long pipes with the copper cettle on the lower part of he instrument. The mostly onshore wind is funneled
into the instrument, where it produces so-called natural vibrations and when the wind is right you can hear a very complex
music of natural vibration far out over the sea. In fact, when I visited Morea on government mission, I heard the Cheruba
long before I could see the island.
To clarify a point: The nuns and monks of Morea love AboraMana just as much as anybody else on our planet, and since She
is the Goddess of Love they never practiced celibacy which they consider as one of the most silly notions that can cross the
mind of a bodily, mentally and emotionally healthy woman or man. On the contrary, Tantra is one of their religious practices.
They are called nuns and monks because the live in a closed compound under pretty strict rules and they devote their lives
to the Praise of AboraMana, the search for the Philosophers Stone and the maintenance of the Cheruba.
It is known, that J. S. Bach was closely connected to the Cheruba of Morea, and every musician worth his salt can tap
Bearer of Light - Messenger of Truth
The Third Pillar of Abbadam's Throne
Also: Speak truth and teach
She was created after the creation of Human Kind and is sent to us to teach us about the Light. Her golden mask with the
twisted horns shows the twisted minds of the unenlightened, but she promises, that the horns and the minds will slowly straighten
out with each step towards enlightment. In her left hand she carries the Diamond of Total Truth, in her right hand she carries
a vessel with the symbol of flames, which contains scrolls with lectures on the technology how to see the All-Including Truth.
In her golden racing boots she hurries through all levels of conciousness and offers the Word of Truth to every sentient being
for the taking, because her eyes are closed so she can't see you.
The background of the picture shows a sunlit clearing in a forest to remind you that you can meet her on unexspected places
when you are alert and look with clear eyes at the world around you.
She is another example of the twisted truth on planet Earth: First she became the MaleGod Pan with an endless sex-drive,
then Hell's Devil with horns and cloven hooves, and totally malevolent intentions towards Human Kind. But she is truly the
Bearer of the Divine Light and the Teacher on the Path to Enlightment. Lucifera sent all the great human spiritual teachers
to Planet Earth.
+ Source: Mural in the Hall of Ceremonies of the Black Mantilla Sect in the Stone Quarter of Atlanta Caldera. Ca. 12 feet
high. Restored by the author before he left home.
The Madre of the Black Mantilla Sect has a vessel with the FlameSymbol in her treasury and told me when I visited her
on government mission that it was brought to her by Lucifera-In-Person. The vessel, she claims, contains lectures on the technologies
how to find the Philosophers Stone. On my request to see the vessel she refused with the reasoning I couldn't see it anyway.
The Madre channeled with Lucifera's permission part of the teachings to the first Japanese Zen-masters, who since then teach
Sitting Zen and use the vessel with the flame symbol as crown on their pagodas.
But Sitting Zen is only one of the many technologies, she said. Counting the beads of the rosary, chanting Hare Krishna,
or the Spinning of the Dherwish belong to the same set of technologies to see the Total Truth. She said that Sitting Zen is
considered the noblest of all technologies, because it is free of religion and any kind of belief, except the belief that
it is possible for every Human Being to find the Philosopher's Stone - but you have to go there yourself.
05. Serapha in Action
To serve a Higher Goal
When people forgot whom they owe their lives and existence, Abbadam created a new title and new duties for Serapha: "Defense
of the Honor of the Goddess". She is sent to join forces with Lucifera and acts as her body guard.
She moves freely through all levels of consciousness. This is shown by the rainbow colors on the top of the card, which
symbolize the universe of the spiritual worlds.
The spiral, the smoke, and the floating spheres of the lower part of the card symbolize the material plane, on which we,
as spiritual beings in a material body, live. With the never sleeping eyes on her wings she observes the behavior of human
kind and inspires the enlightened ones to try to stop disrespectful behavior of others towards Mother-of-Life and Father-of-Universe.
+ Source: Adapted from a sculpture that crowns a banner for processions in honor of AboraMana. Foto of the sculpture in
possession of the author. (Later we'll talk about the other two members of the Hosts of Heaven, your Leading and your Guardian
Angel when we explain how we see You.)
The Science of Physics
The Three Pillars of the Universe and Time
06. Planet Earth, Stage One
EARTH: lit. The Planet We Live On. In LaLenguaGalaktica: Every planet that holds Human Life is called Earth - in their
different languages and scripts , of course.
Beings are Humans when they are social, are aware of Good and Evil, and enjoy Freedom of Decision
Earth also means: Soil where plants can grow in, i.e. Humus in contrast to bare rock or the sterile sand of the beach.
The layers of Planet Earth from center to outside are:
Fire - Stone - Water - Air - Magnetic Field
Between Fire and Stone is Ashes
Between Stone and Water is Mud
Between Water and Air is Vapor (steam, clouds)
Above Air is Nothing, (or Emptiness}
The Magnetic Field permeats all.
The Magnetic Field is strongest in the Center where the Fire is.
The poles are the entrance and exit points of the magnetic energy into and out of the planet's body. There the Field is
densest - along the equator the field is furthest spread out and therefore thinnest and weakest.
Science agreed to call the NorthPole positve and the SouthPole negative and that in our era the magnetic stream runs from
north to south. On most planets the magnetic poles are close to the geographic poles, but seldom at the same spot.
The Magnetic Field comes into existence through the friction between the four layers.
The friction comes into being through the difference of the speeds of the layers.
The movement of the layers comes into existence by the spinning of the planet.
The spinning of the planet is a force from the outside.
Because the planet spins and circles in Emptiness there is no friction. Because there is no friction spinning and circling
continue for ever.
Although Abbadam took good care to lubricate the layers of the planet to minimize friction and maximize the energetic
output of the magnetic field, there is still friction which slows the planet down. This slowing down is the Effect of Time.
Since Time is slowing down everywhere in the Cosmos we can't find out in which ratio Time is slowing down.
At this stage of creation planet Earth is a perfect sphere with no wrinkles or protrusions, therefore there are no disturbances
in the layers. The boiling Fire in the center is safely contained by the layer of Stone, the layer of Water holds together
the layer of Stone by adding pressure. There are no currents in the layer of Water, no storms in the layer of Air, exept those
called into existance by the spinning of the planet. The poles and the equator are perfectly aligned to the sun. With very
little wobble the planet runs in a nearly perfect circle around the sun. There is no moon. Everything is balanced and in perfect
The Law of Chaos says: Where everything is balanced in harmony, there is no change. Change occurs only when harmony is
Length, Width, Height
the circle and the square for a flat universe
the cube and the sphere for a three dimensional universe
Limitation, because the First Law of Creation says: "Space must be limited to be a space"
Out-of-Game: Space is the field you play your games in like soccer or tennis. To play a game you first must create a field
in which to play, and then you have to give and enforce the First Law of your Field: "Over the boundries of the field
Gases, Liquids, Solid Matter
the Alchimic Houses of Air, Water, and Stone
passive, being driven
Transition: The question where the one ends and the other begins
The background of the card shows the three different matters of our planet, liquids, solid matters, and gases. In the
center of the card you find the central point of perspective from her sister Space.
Solid matters, from rocks to dust and of a zillion different materials
Liquids from mud to vapor
Chaos, see: The Chaos-Goddess. She dwells in the mud, in the transition-zone from wet to dry and not even She can say
where wet ends and dry begins.
the Alchimic House of Fire
Magnetic plus- and minus-energy, gravity and centrifugal force, static and kinetic electricity, and heat and light as
two distinct different forms of energy
Active, driving force
The Legends describe the Three Pillars of Universe as Titanas, which means:
1) they are a direct creation of God out of Himself,
2) they are nearly as old as God and they will be the last ones to die when the universe dissolves,
3) they are seen as sex-less pre-Life women, because sex came into being only later with the rising of AboraMana,
4) they are incredibly strong - they hold our world into the light and they should be treated with respect.
+ Source: Triangular monument in the plains of Mara. Concrete, transparent and translucent glass, ca. 90 feet high, each
side of the triangle ca. 35 feet wide.
The three concrete frames form a triangle that is open on top. It is not possible to enter the inside of the triangle,
so nobody knows what is inside, as nobody knows when the monument was built. When I visited Mara on government mission, I
sat down with my drawing tools to take a picture of the monument. I soon found out that the columns of the frames lean slightly
inward and thus create the impression that they are much higher than they actually are. That the monument stands on a lonely
grassy hill, shaped like a regular, very low-angled cone, enhances the illusion.
+ Source: The cards show the labels of the first three lectures on the subject of physics in our public schools.
According to the Legends Abbadam first created Space as the three-dimensional field to play in, then He created Matter
to have something to play with. Then He created Energy to start and continue the game.
The interaction of the Titanas that creates Time also generates Cheruba as a secondary power. That is why Music and Time
are closely related, they obey the same basic law of metaphysics. The rhythm of a music is the Passing of Time you can hear,
like the ticking of old fashioned clocks, but less mechanical.
Time came into existence without God's intention, actually against His will when he created the Titanas because He was
not aware of the Fourth Law of Creation, which is: "When Energy drives Matter through Space Time comes into existence".
Abbadam didn't know that this law exists outside of himself as a part of the Laws of Physics who come into existence as
the consequence of creating Space, Matter, and Energy, which means that in the moment of creation he did not see the Total
Truth. Otherwise he would have known that he'll get himself into a lot of trouble by creating the Three Pillars of Universe.
Or maybe he knew, but he was bored and created for himself something to keep busy; something to joggle around to keep it in
God at that stage of development is not almighty anymore, he has to obey the laws of his creation himself and he is victimized
by his own creation. With the first step along the Ray of Creation he lost his almightiness, or his almightiness is no more
than his ability to either keep His and AboraMana's creation going or destroy the whole thing, (which he'll never do, because
he admires his own work and loves AboraMana dearly, as we believe.)
In the Spiritual Universe something like Time does not exist, because the spiritual universe does not have Matter which
appears solid when it comes in contact with other particles of Matter, nor Energy generated by matter, (called Material Energy),
nor limited Space, which are the three pre-requisites for the manifestation of Time. But in the Material Universe of Humans
on planet Earth Time is a reality. Our life between Now and the Death of our Material Body - parted by Time, our days between
sunrise and sunset - parted by Time, our moon-cycle, our music, prove that Time is a reality and teach us how to use Time
to our own advantage.
When people say: "This is like Abbadam"s Battle against Time" they mean: Fighting against overwhelming
odds; a sure looser; absolutly no hope.
If you are in the unhappy frame of mind to give Time a negative value and thus fighting Abbadam's Battle, ask yourself
the following questions and seek a truthful answer:
1) Why do I fear Sister Death - She is parted from me by Time - She surely will come to meet me, but I don't know when.
2) Why do I entertain hopeless anger against grey hair, wrinkles in my face, and sagging breasts - this is an unavoidable
Time-process working on my Material Body.
3) Why am I forced to accept the Time-values of the society I live in, and why do I accept being a victim of that force,
although I know that this position creates stress for my Mental, Emotional and finally my Material Body.
+ Source: Vessel for Holy Water, used for cleansing rituals. AboraMana's Cathedral in AtlantaCaldera. Giant Abalone shell,
diameter ca. 65 inches, carved by an unknown master.
The three sets of the Elemental Houses are very closely interwoven, which makes repetition unavoidable; and what is said
about one card is valid - at least in part - for all other cards of the House, too.
First Set: The Gates
11. The Gate of Air
We don't need more artists, we need more inspired art
Spirituality, Nature and Art are One
12. The Gate of Fire
We don't need more sex, we need more Tantra
Never burn your fingers twice in the same flame
13. The Gate of Water
We don't need more laws, we need better education
14. The Gate of Stone
We don't need more knowledge, we need more understanding
Second Set: The Empresses
The Empresses are the Masters and Teachers of Physics.
They are the Material Elements like a Storm, or a LavaFlow, or the Ocean, or a Pebble.
15. The Empress of Air
She loves to drive windmills and sailing ships and the big deep water canoes. Since she has less and less to do she becomes
restless and turns into tornadoes, but generally she is helpful.
At Her best She is the TradeWinds.
When She dances with Her sister, the Empress of Water, they are called Hurricane or Cyclone, and they are beautiful, as
we can see on satelite fotos, and on fotos taken from small sailing boats in a violent storm. As it is said: A well built
and well kept ship manned by a seaworthy crew has a fair chance to survive the Eye of a Hurricane. But it is also known that
out there are freak waves no ship can survive.
Praise to Adam Eva's Son, the builder of ships, the sailor, the drawer of charts.
She can make herself visible to human eyes, than she is called an angel and she gives messages of joy or warning.
16. The Empress of Fire
She rules the two worlds of fire: Magma in the belly of Earth and the heat and the light of the sun as it reaches the
zone of gases above the solid or liquid surface of the planet.
As "Lady Pele" she is the Goddess of all vulcanos and seismic activities. Some sects honor her also as Sun-Goddess,
but like her sisters she not really a Goddess, but an elemental force beyond Human understanding.
17. The Empress of Water
Triggered off by her sister Lady Pele she rises high and pushes her killer-waves far into the coastal plains and high
up into the valleys destroying everything in her way and on her way back she sucks everything with her and dumps on the ocean
floor, for her devis and devas to play with. But she is also the one who makes those perfect waves every surfer looks and
17. The Mirror
This card you can turn around to see another image. It is either a perfectly breaking wave, or the empress entering the
hall in her most splendid regalia. That double face symbolizes water as the first and original mirror, and it serves as the
symbol of first question of a Human Awakening: "Who Am I", which means: "Where is the mirror I can see me in?"
18. The Empress of Stone
At this stage no life exists on planet Earth, but the set is ready for the actors to play on. The most impressive sets
at this state of creation, like leftovers of the pre-life era on Planet Earth, are:
the frozen Continent of Antarctica for the House of Air
the Volcano Mauna Loa on Hawai'i for the House of Fire
the Pacific Ocean along the Equator for the House of Water
Ayers Rock Uluru in the center of Australia for the House of Stone
Third Set: The Children
19. Daughters of Air
Drawing, Painting, Calligraphy,
First were SIGNs as means to communicate with other members of the tribe about things of common interest; later came SYMBOLs
to show an Idea or a Concept - always connected to a Supreme Being, the Forces of Nature, and Religion. Then came the presentation
of things that can be seen with the Material Eyes, called Arts. First was DRAWING, later PAINTING, finally LETTERs for Writing,
and NUMBERs for Counting
Visual Arts is a means of Communication
The orchid in the upper left corner shows the artistic technique used for this deck of cards: Watercolors washed over
The orchid and the butterfly (or the colibri) symbolize the House of Air.
The circle of colors in the center of the card shows the six basic colors and the black and the white of the painting
artist. It is the rainbow every aspiring visual artist should know without looking, because it is the theoretical basic of
all working with colors.
Transcendent meaning: Freedom to Follow Spiritual Goals.
Following Spiritual Goals without Love creates Fanatics, Missionaries and Religious Wars.
+ Source: "On Visual Arts" by the author.
20. Daughters of Fire
The Empress of Fire has two daughters: Heat and Light
Chants, Poetry, Literature
Wisdom and knowledge destroyed
Women, Books, and Art burned at the stake
War, waste, torture
Freedom of Speech
Speaking free without love creates arrogance in yourself and hurt feelings in others
Discipline of Language: Knowing the meaning of the words you use, and to use them in their proper place free of emotional
Mental Discipline is the act of communicating a chain of thought in an logical fashion, where one thought follows the
other without big jumps, and the intent to follow the chain of thought of others while actively trying to understand.
21. Daughters of Water
The Empress of Water has four daughters: Spring, River, Lake, and the special one: Rain, all called Living Water.
Freedom to Assemble
Assembling without SelfControl creates a chaotic mob or a mindless block of robots.
22. Daughters of Stone
Freedom to wander and to live wherever you want
+ Source: Sculpture in the sacred grove The Sleeping Goddess in the farmlands of Atlanta Island showing the Matrilinear
Chain of Generations. Ca. 9 feet high. Colored concrete. Date of construction unknown, but old.
The Science of Biology
23. Planet Earth, Stage Two
If you ever have the chance to visit the biggest stone on planet Earth, Ayers Rock Uluru in the center of Australia, the
navel of the body of the planet, you will see a large chunk of the upturned crust of the planet, as it happened at Stage Two
of the planets history.
The rock is pure sand, pressed solid by the immens pressure of the layer of Water over a zillion of years. There are large
pieces of the rock eroded open, so you can look into the rock, but you won't find the smallest trace of life like shells
or ammonites, which means that the rock is older than Life on planet Earth.
Sandstone is created by water dumping layer after layer of sand on top of each other until there is a thick plate of solidified
sand on the bottom of the sea. Because of the gravity of the planet, and the centrifugal forces of the spinning of the planet
the layers are laid parallel to the surface of the planet, but in Ayers Rock Uluru you'll find the layers rectangular to the
The rock is about 3 km long, measured along the layers, which means that the layer of sandstone must have been at least
3 km thick, probably thicker because the whole plain around the rock is the same sand as the rock, weathered off and blown
away. And nobody knows how deep the rock is buried in the ground.
It is hard to imagine the force which entered the atmosphere, penetrated the layer of water, ripped out of the planets
crust a large chunk of solid matter, turned 90 degrees and slammed it back into the ground.
That must have happened, because otherwise the sandstone layers of Sacred Uluru wouldn't lay - or stand - rectangular
to the surface. Compared to that the destruction of Atlantis was a minor incident, that happened just sort of yesterday.
Some Scientists claim that this chunk of interplanetary matter that hit Earth originates from the Pleyades, which was
a prosperous planet until it was blown apart by it's inhabitants. They claim that with that chunk Life rode to Earth as StarSeed,
i.e. a SingleCell Life Form that is able to hibernate indefinitly and survive OuterSpace conditions. Naturally they can't
explain where that StarSeed originates from before it reached the Pleyades and who created it.
That chunk ripped out a large part of the planet's crust, mixed with it and Both-In-One continued into space, where they
became the Moon of planet Earth, which creates the eternal unrest of Low and High Tide in the Oceans. At the same time the
axis of the planet was knocked out of alignment with the sun, which creates the seasons of the Earth-year. And the Magnetic
Field switched poles, which weakened it because of the residue energy in the solid matter of the planet caused by the former
They also say, that this breaking apart the stagnant harmony of Planet Earth, Stage One was a pre-requisite for Life to
come into existence and to have a chance of survival and development; which means that Life can only exist in an off-balance
harmony resulting in a constant unrest, varying from periods of relative calm to extremly chaotic circumstances. Some scientists
maintain that the changing of the tides, the changing of the seasons, and the changing of night and day are absolutly nessecary
for the development of Life on any planet, not only on Earth.
That means: Without the unrest of the Elemental Houses - exploding vulcanoes, earth quakes, tsunamis, tornadoes, hurricans,
ice ages, draughts - without all the natural catastrophs on planet Earth we and all living beings would not exist.
So we better stop complaining about them.
24. UrGoddess Abora
The Primordeal Goddess
Procreating life without sex by dividing, and diversifying life by evolving and mutating
At this stage of development the Goddess is named by only the first part of Her name: Abora, (stressed on the first A),
which means the female part of the Biological Creative Energy, because UrGoddess Abora passes on Life by dividing off parts
of Herself without the help of any other energy but Her own. And the most amazing thing is that She does not become smaller,
but bigger and stronger in the process of dividing.
The divided-off parts are exactly like the Ur-Part they divided from, and they again divide into exactly the same form.
The parts change by slowly adapting to a changing environment; or the competition for food and living space - caused by other
particles of Abora's Body - forces the life-form to adapt and thus develop and diversify.
Mutation is a sudden, wide jump to diversity, when the Energy of Life reacts to the influences of the Universe of Physics
in an unforeseeable way. On planet Earth the trigger for mutation-jumps are mostly solar flares. In that case many of the
mutations - new life forms that have little in common with the life form they stem from - prove not fit for life, or not fit
for the environment and they die. Very few, maybe only one mutation out of many survives and passes on life by dividing and
finding new niches in the environment in which to survive and procreate, as it is known of so-called primitive life forms
like bacteria and simple plants.
At that early stage Death happens only by being eaten by another life-form in a different state of development, or running
out of food itself. Death by old age came later with the creation of AboraMana.
In our understanding all biological beings thus created are XX, because they are the same as the source-being - called
UrBeing. That means that at that time biological energy XY did not yet exist. And it means: XX is much older than XY, and
it also means that XY is a mutation of XX. (The definition of male would be here: sexually mutated offspring of a female source-being.)
A fish called California Sheephead (Labridae Semicossyphus pulcher) off the California coast begins life as a female,
but becomes a male when she is 7 - 8 years of age.
The eggs of the crocodile are laid female (XX). Whether they turn XY (male) or stay XX (female) depends on the temperature
of their place in the nest when they hatch. In the last consequence that means: MamaCrocodile is responsible for the sex of
her children, because she controls the place and the temperature of the nest.
On the Islands they tell that for 90 years all the bamboo worldwide procreates by sexless dividing. Then they all bloom
at the same time, some af them stay female, others mutate to being male. The females are fertilized by the males, and the
males die. The females bear fruit and die. The fruit is the start of a new female-only generation, procreating by dividing,
till the next bloom. Whether this is scientifically correct I do not know.
25. AboraMana, the Split Goddess
Power and Force of Life,
being the female sex-drive of conceiving, carrying, giving birth, suckling, taking care of, teaching and training offspring,
and the male sex-drive to ejaculate seed as often as possible in as many females as possible.
The female sex-drive is the same through all animal life including humans (with comparably few exceptions)
the male sex drive varies widely from strict monogamy (ejaculate in one female only through your whole life), or to ejaculate-and-leave
for the next woman
The source of all the myths existing on planet Earth about women visited by Gods to bear superhuman children.
One of our Legends tells:
"... she begged Her father for more life, for more love, until He split Her and blew His odem into the split and
thus He became Her lover and the father of all living beings ..."
Another Legend tells:
"... Abora grew strong and She sucked a Spark of Life out of God. To store the spark safely, She opened Herself and
put the spark into Her womb ..."
And the two Legends continue together:
"... and through Her Sacred Portal came forth all plants and all animals. What does not come into Being through the
Portal of the Goddess does not live."
From this moment on the Goddess correctly is called AboraMana because in Her the female and male energies of life are
contained and since then all animals come as female and male.
God the Male Creative Energy starts at the highest level of mightiness and diminishes in the progress of his creation
until he is no more than the engine of that gigantic cosmic mobile to keep it moving and in balance. He has to submit himself
and obey the many laws of physics Himself, which infringes His mightiness.
The Goddess of Life starts very small but grows constantly bigger and stronger along her ray of Creation, because she
has only one very simple law: Grow! Diversify! Become more!
The academic definition of LIFE is: Something that becomes infinitely more unless it is stopped by death.
+ Source: Illumination in a very old manuscript I found in our central library. The original is about as big as the card
you hold in your hands. Gold and colors of unknown origin on vellum.
That which organizes the random materials of the Physical Universe into your body and makes them tick that you can run
around and sing and dance and emit a beautiful fragance.
The materials of your body are: Solid matter, liquids and gases. They are called Physical Matter; they are conceived as
Life is an energy of unknown source that changes static physical matters into organic matters, which are conceived as
being flexible because of their ability to grow (become more), and decay, (fall apart) and turn back into static physical
matters on a relatively short term base.
One true Legend tells that Abbadam blew his Odem into space, matter, and energy and thus created AboraMana.
Another true Legend tells that space, matter, and energy in the run of time organized from simple to complex and gathered
ever more energetic power during the organizing process and that at a certain moment of the development the organized matter
sucked a spark of life out of God and thus AboraMana came into being.
Atheists maintain that the organized matter created Life out of itself.
The first Legend sees God as the active part of the creation of AboraMana, the second Legend sees God as the passive part
of his own creation as it created AboraMana out of itself.
But generally speaking:
This is a matter of totally no consequence: Nobody will ever know! so we just enjoy life and leave these questions to
those who love to torture their their minds with questions like: who was first? the hen or the egg?
When the Energy of Life leaves the body that it doesn't tick anymore we call it Death.
"I will die" is a wrong expression. Either it is the concept of: When my body dies I disappear too, or it is
used for easy conversation not to differentiate between I, my mind, and my body.
Death is AboraMana's beautiful but unbeloved sister, connected to her by an unbreakable umbilical cord. Between those
two Sisters we live, and it is prudent to learn how to love Sister Death, because the Awareness of Her enhances Human Life
and gives it deeper meaning.
Fear-of-Death is a perverted EarthBody program called Drive-for-Survival, which includes the Program Aviod-Pain, i.e.
Avoid-Death. (Pain is death on a small scale: The cut in your finger hurts because some cells were killed by the knife.)
Fear-of-Death works in the Mental Space of the victim and influences his behavior to the worse. The virus was put there
by spiritual means. It took hold easily because Awareness of Death has the deepest spiritual-mystical meaning for every Human,
because Death is unavoidable and unpredictable.
Death cannot be known, only experienced.
The Matrix Awareness-of-Death is shortwired to the ReligionMatrix, which when activated, is filled with what the ParentGeneration
concerning Death thinks fit.
Fear is put into the Mental Room by convincing the victim that ForcesGreaterThanYou will judge and will deal punishment
or reward according to the victim's obeisance and submission under laws he can't understand and can't follow, because they
are contradictionary to Human Intelligence. Fear is created by "knowing" that the punishment is cruel and eternal,
with absolutly no appeal.
The Legend tells that God was forced to create Death to counter-balance AboraMana's drive for ever-growing, ever-evolving
+ Source: Illuminations in a very old manuscript I found in our central library. Ink and watercolors of unknown origin
Here I should add some notes about our burial rites.
We bury our bodies in earth, or dispose of them in the ocean, naked as we entered this world through our Mother's Sacred
Portal, with no shroud and no coffin.
Since our bodies live from the bodies and from the Energy of Life of AboraMana's children, the plants and the animals,
we never burn our dead bodies. We know that during our life we are at the top of the food chain and to balance things out
we consciously place our dead bodies at the very beginning of the food chain.
To avoid confusion: Nutritionwise there is a big difference in that heap of ashes left over when you burn your body and
that chunk of bio-massa that slowly rots away when you bury your body. Worms and plants do not need ashes to eat to go on
living, but bio-massa. Try it yourself: Burn all your food and eat the ashes and see how long you'll last, and do not make
the mistake to see a difference between your body and the body of a worm or a rose.
Plants and Animals
28. Queen of Devi
The Queen of Devi is the symbol for all PlantLife on planet Earth. She represents AboraMana in the Universe of Plants.
Devi are focused and crystallized Energy of Life in form of plants. A plant consists of Matter, Space, and Energy, formed
and organized and held together by the Energy of Life in the form of one particular individual plant inhabited by the Devi
of this plant.
In AboraMana's System the souls of all plants are perceived as female and called Devi and the souls of all animals are
perceived as male, called Deva, even when the soul lives in a female animal. We do that because we are a people who love symmetrie
and balance; and because the plants were first, than came the animals.
And one important reason is: Because they love each other they interact with each other for the betterment of self and
the other. Many Devi use Deva for their sexual activities and for their procreation.
Another reason is: the flowers are the sexual organs of the plant and they are very often formed like the female sexual
organ - needless to say: of the human woman, too. Orchids and peas for example, and many tropical flowers.
We do not see a Devi and Deva as a goddess or a god, because they are finite. She de-crystallizes and ends with the withering
and the death of the plant she possessed and returns to AboraMana as a part of the Energy of Life.
A very good decription of a Devi you can find in the works of Clark Ashton-Smith, where he describes a group of Devi of
Corals as "FlowerWomen" but places them on land. In fact my Devi of Coral is the exact visual image of what he describes
in one of his short high-density novels.
In the LayOut of the Cards we lay the Devi before the Deva because in AboraMana's Magic Universe plants were created first
and later animals; and because in the Science of Biology the Female Principle is older than the Male Principle.
The bodies of Devi and Deva resemble closely that of Humans, although they appear to each Human observer different. They
are small or big, depending on the life form they possess and their body forms and movements characterize the Elemental House
and the plant they stem from.
+ Source: Cover of the book of biology-lessons of plant life for first grade classes in our public schools.
29. King of Deva
The King came into being for all AnimalLife when AboraMana was split and all animals came forth out of her sacred portal.
With each newborn animal the Goddess creates a new deva. They are very personal and they form the character of the animal.
The Alchemic Scientists of Magic Physics and Biology claim that the more you enjoy and praise and communicate with a special
Devi or Deva the more they personalize and become real to you. They grow more happy and vigorous and pass their vigor as their
form of gratitude for your praise on to your emotional body.
The card shows the dance of a shamana to insure fertilization of farm animals. She dances around the Mythological Egg.
The spiral in the egg shows the female energy of life, which is sleeping until it is awakened by the male spark of life, shown
as the flaming balls to the left and the right of the egg. It is two balls because one carries the female sex and the other
the male sex and nobody knows which carries which.
Some Scientists of Theology claim that the male sperm carries not only one of the two sexes, but besides the spark of
life also the spark of death.
Her hands hold AboraMana's mudra, on the palms are painted the female spiral (opening with the sun) and the male spiral
(opening against the sun.) He headdress shows our most important farm animals for food: the chicken, the goat, and the boar.
Masters of the Alchemic-Magical Sciences teach, that every Human with conscious knowledge and the appropriate training
is able to enter the one or the other of the Four Houses and communicate with the devis and the devas of the house.
The following set of cards Devi and Deva refers to the erotic-sexual game played with a man
30. Devi of Orchid
House of Air
the young girl, the virgin
Sehnsucht: A deep emotional condition of longing love for no particular reason and no goal or target
In the Iconography of our Holy Scriptures flowers symbolize the arts in general as nourishment of the emotional body.
The orchid in particular stands for the visual arts, because she is the "most useless, most beloved" flower in our
world. She does not feed bees, or butterflies, or humming birds. She does not emit a pleasing fragance like the rose or the
sandal wood tree. She does not produce fruit to eat. She lives off the leftovers of other plants and gives nothing in exchange
except pure beauty.
The orchid also symbolizes the hormone-induced female sex-drive, the exposed human-female sexual organ and the ability
of the woman to talk about it and to show it.
It means: Without shame, which comes from feeling guilty. Shame has nothing in common with the natural shyness of a young
+ Source: A label of a flask of holy oil that is sold in the Mother's Temple on the island of Gea. I adapted that label
to create a tattoo-design for the left shoulder of a girl.
31. Deva of Colibri
House of Air
erotic literature and images, perverted into male pornography
to play the game of erotic and sex in daydreams and talk about it
Tantra can teach you that, but recommends that in your daydreams you keep your fantasy only on the erotic-sexual aspect
and to be the actors only yourself and your man. It says: Do not exchange your man for a prince-of-fogs and don't change yourself
to someone you are not.
+ Source: Costum-design for the annual procession in honor of AboraMana.
In some of our Holy Scriptures the Deva of Colibri is replaced by the Deva of Butterfly, and here I'm supposed to give
a lecture about perfumes and artificial fragances:
Butterflies and other insects orient themselves by smell. Smell is certain molecules floating in the air. The molecules
of smell are the signposts in the universe of butterflies, like the traffic signs in the universe of modern humans transportation
systems. They need those signposts to find their food in the flowers and they need them to procreate by finding the molecules
of smell their potential mates.
Now imagine what you do to the universe of butterflies when you splash an artificial fragance (mostly residues of the
petro-chemical industry) on your body, be it shampoo, or soap, or perfume: You pollute their universe in an extremly heavy
way. They can't find food anymore because the molecules of smell of your artificial fragance block out the signposts that
are meant to help the butterflies to find food and to find a mate.
Here you should find out how many molecules of smell are in one drop of designer perfume you apply behind your ear and
how many molecules of smell a butterfly needs to find her way.
I should say: Block all the traffic signs and traffic lights of all major American cities including air ports at the same
time and imagine what will happen. And than you will know and hopefully understand what happens to the world of our butterflies
with that one little drop.
Apart from that: There are so many beautyfull smells in the world of plants humans on planet Earth could use to adorn
their bodies with.
I overheard Lilith Yggdrasil when once she was really pissed about human behavior:
"I don't really care whether humans on Earth kill each other and themselves, as long they don't kill the butterflies
at the same time."
32. Devi of Papaya
House of Fire
Passive Female Sexuality.
Enjoying the feeling of being used by your man without having anything to do or to go for.
33. Deva of Rooster
House of Fire
Three of Cocks
the Male Sexuality
It is the genetically implanted drive of the male body to diseminate his genes as far as possible. That means: To ejaculate
as often as possible in as many different women as possible. This is a natural force that can't be changed. In some men this
force is stronger than in others because of a higher testosterone-level, but every male has that drive. It is his AboraMana,
the Force of biological Life.
For the good of the society as we have it right now, it is prudent for men (and women) to learn how to control that drive
by the discipline of Tantra by using their emotional and analytical body to train the biological body what to do and how to
react. This turns the power of the biological urge into a power of the Emotional Body, which reflects on Mental Body by deeper
insights, and creates a feeling of highest well being in the material body. The problem at this moment is that you on Earth
don't have enough women who teach Tantra.
+ Source: This card I found in a small plaza in my hometown. It seems to be a card of a very old edition of a deck. Probably
a child lost it while gambling. The card shows a Costum-design for the annual procession in honor of AboraMana.
34. Devi of Coral
House of Water
Aggressive Female Sexuality
enjoying dominating the game
In our understanding the coral is a plant, because she misses our most important distinction between plants and animals:
She does not move to new places to live.
(See the Text to the card Queen of Devi because much of what is said there refers to the card Devi of Coral)
Also: The Tantra-Teacher who helps men to transform the biological urge of their bodies (their sex-drive) into an emotional
power for the good of self and society.
Imagine that all the calcium that is bound into the reefs of the planet's oceans by corals disolves and becomes again
part of the ocean's water. Just imagine. Killing the corals by pollution is one sure way into the destruction of Life on planet
Earth, because in that alkaline soup only the most simple life forms can survive, every other living being, incuding the Picasso-Fish
will be dead, never to revive - and with them every life form on the solid land, including us, will be equally dead.
35. Deva of Cowrie
House of Water
Active Submissive Female Sexuality
enjoying the feeling of existing only for your mans pleasure by finding out what he wants and giving it to him in abundance.
the classical courtesan
Around the tropical pacific rim the kauri shell (Cowrie) is seen as the symbol for the genital slit of the woman and the
Goddess. In some places the kauri was used as a token of obligation and misunderstood by White Man as money.
36. Devi of Oak
House of Stone
Active Self-centered Female Sexuality
enjoy yourself and control your man to please only you
37. Deva of Lizard
House of Stone
Mo'o is a Lizard-Goddess who lives on the south shore of Kaua'i and molests fishermen. Haagedis is of the Dutch language
and means lizard. A lizard-girl that plays a major role in one of our educational children books is called Haagedis.
By the way, all our children books are educational, that means according to Lilith Yggdrasil's teachings that they are
always a notch higher than the child can grasp, "to take advantage of the inborn curiosity of the Little Ones and make
them grow by their own efforts to understand."
Later, when we come to the Question: Who Are You? Define Yourself! you can use the Devi and Deva to help you define your
sexuality, which is the main function of your Material EarthBody.
FirstWoman and FirstMan
38. Ur-Mother Eva
The Mythological First Woman
Our Legends tell:
The Goddess took red and black and ochre soil out of of her fathers treasure chest, and formed FirstWoman's body into
the beauty we still can see today, and She filled the dead soil with Her Breath, called AboraMana. And Her youngest child
She brought Her living baby to the devi of the plants and deva of the animals, and they loved FirstWoman, their youngest
sibling. They gave her the Emotional Body and called her Eva.
And the Goddess brought her smiling baby to the Empresses of the Four Houses. They showed Eva the Forces of Physics and
showed her God spinning the cosmic wheel, and they gave her the ability to understand.
And the Goddess brought the living and smiling and asking baby to Her Father, Her OneAndOnly True Lover. And God bowed
over the child, FirstWoman Eva, and He gave her the Mental Space and filled the Space with Matrixes. And than He kissed Eva
FirstWoman and that kiss is You, You the Eternal Soul.
Nice, don't you think? Actually, I prefer it to the story of the Jewish-Christian Creed to explain: How come that we live
as woman and man? At least our story makes more scientific sense, and it is according to the Zero-Card equally true.
The Goddess gave Eva the ability to stand up straight and She gave her daughter a newly designed joint of thumb, which
means: The Goddess gave Eva the chance to become Human, which course Eva, being AboraMana's daughter, eagerly took. And the
Goddess made Her daughter much more beautiful than the most beautiful girls of the ApePeople - at least in my eyes.
FirstWomen's EarthBody was given the form and the Energy of Life by the Goddess, given Emotions by the plants and animals,
given Understanding by the Masters of Physics, and given the Awareness of Being the Holy Spirit by God, her Father.
According to the dominating Creed on planet Earth a MaleGod made the mythological FirstWoman Eve out of a body part of
the mythological FirstMan Adam, whom the MaleGod had created first without a MotherGoddess.
FirstWoman on Earth is called EVA: Jewish: Woman, Mother.
Created for the sole purpose to satisfy Adam's sexual needs and to become the mother of his Sons Cain and Abel and other
children. Cain, a convicted murderer, is said to be the Father of all Human Kind.
Some scholars claim that the story of Cain and Abel shows the conflict between shepherds and gardeners, as society changed
from a nomadic (Cain) to a agricultural (Abel) way of life. On Earth the merits of women who invented gardening and agriculture,
are not worth to be mentioned - but the true story is that the women kicked bad ass, when the goats and the sheep of the stupid
males broke into their beautifully tended gardens.
ADAM is a word of the Sumeric language that found it's way into the Jewish language. It means: Man from the earth, or
farmer, gardener, and definitly not: Man-Made-From-Earth. The idea that Human Kind is made from earth comes from the awareness
that people sustain their material bodies by products of the earth.
But the Males on planet Earth couldn't quite hide the truth:
Eva - the Woman - plucked the Apple of Knowledge of Good and Evil and Free Decision against the MaleGods will, who obviously
wanted that Humans, especially women, remain in a below-selfconcious state of mind like parrots or rats, which are nice and
beautiful, but nevertheless sub-Human.
Eva - the Woman - rose first out of the Animalistic Mind into the Human Mind, She was the first who became aware of Herself
as an infinite Soul, a member of the Spiritual Universe. And then she taught Adam Knowledge and Wisdom, and she made him socially
acceptable by teaching him the difference between Good and Evil.
The greatest gift Woman gave to Human Kind is the Knowledge of Good and Evil, far greater than the discovery of fire or
the invention of the wheel. This is not a story somebody just dreamed up, it even says so in the Good Book of the Jewish-Christian
39. Eva's Dream
In her first stage of creativity Eva called dolphins and whales into Being by dividing them off herself, "and forming
them with her hands, as her Mother had taught her. But the dolphins left her and went into the ocean and Eva followed them
and she played with her firstborn children, but she was bound to the land by the will of her Mother".
+ This card is dedicated to Caylin of Hanapepe, Kaua'i. Soul-surfer, artist, a little mermaid herself, with tons of Mana
and joy of life, although Life isn't easy with her.
40. Adam Eva's Son
The Mythological First Man
also called: Eva's Reality, in opposition to Eva's Dream
As the Legend tells:
... when Eva returned to the land she felt lonely and she cried to her Father for more Life, for more Love until He split
her as He had split her Mother and He blew His odem into her split, and as the time had come through her Holy Portal came
Adam, a man, naked and helpless ...
Then the Legend continues:
... as Adam grew strong Eva awakened the Spark of Life in him and taught him the sacred Art of Tantra, as she had learned
it from AboraMana's children, and thus Eva was pregnant again and she became the Mother of all Humans and her first Son Adam
became the Father of all Humans
The family relations are:
AboraMana is Abbadam's only daughter and lover
Eva is AboraMana's and Abbadam's daughter
Abbadam is Eva's lover, and through Eva He is the father of Adam
Adam is Eva's son and lover, and through Eva he is the father of Human Kind
Lilith Yggdrasil's Lament:
He is the genial maker of tools but he uses his tools as a weapon against himself. In the process of killing himself he
also kills women, children and large parts of Life.
He is the deep-thinking, daring scientist and he uses his science not to serve but to dominate Life. In the process of
dominating Life he kills Life because Life can't be dominated.
He forgets that he is the son of Woman and the grandson of AboraMana and that he cannot live without them. He forgets
that he is the servant of Woman and AboraMana, not Her master.
He looks with pride at Stonehenge and forgets that he built it as an expression of womanly wisdom, with women's knowledge,
and under women's command, and every woman admits that he did a great job.
He knows that art is inspired by Higher Powers and is created to enlighten the world, but then he is satisfied with dead
paint on dead canvas showing no more than the obvious.
He is a strong one and a proud one and every time he feels belittled he turns violent. He is driven by his sex, by his
pride to be a man, an individual, to be special and unique, combined with the animalistic urge to be the dominating alpha-male
in his field.
And he is a genial inventor of justifications for his destructive behavior and the most sad thing is: He believes it himself
And every time you do not control his search for the unknown, and every time you permit him to do as he pleases, he turns
into the most destructive force existing on planet Earth. And every time you submit under his destructive energy, or more
so when you encourage him by wanting more of his toys for yourself, you help to destroy the very base of your own existence.
Tantra is the ritualized sexual intercourse of a woman and a man with consciously delayed and prolonged orgasm. The goal
of Tantra is to activate the Goddess in the man and the God in the woman and see the opposite - and thus themselves - as a
most beloved child of Goddess and God. Insofar Tantra must be seen as a religious practice.
According to our Holy Scriptures one of the most important first steps in Tantra is to learn honesty as opposed to shame,
and clear verbal communication about erotic and sexual matters as opposed to only body-language, and the irrational demand
"he should be sensitive enough to feel, what I want".
Lilith Yggdrasil lectures:
"Tantra is the only way to induce in Eva's emotional body the dream state she was in when she swam with the dolphins.
And Tantra is the only way to control and channel Adam's tremendous sex-drive, which, when it is allowed to run loose unsatisfied,
can be a very dangerous force out of Adam's control. That's why we invented Sacred Sex in the Temple.
"Our Girls learn Tantra from the Madres of the Black Mantilla Sect, who refined the Art of Tantra to the highest
potential. The Girl then teaches it in TempleSercice when she feels like having sex with a Man, until the day she binds herself
to one man in marriage and thus becomes a Woman.
"We have no girls and no young men with a dangerous unsatisfied sex drive running wild in our society. We have no
prostitution, we have no sexual violence against women or children."
And, I should add: We have no pornography, but a lot of beautiful erotic art.
+ Source: Gobelin in the niche of a side-altar in Lilith's Cathedral in the WaterQuarter of AtlantaCaldera. Wool, silk
and cotton, 9 feet by 5 feet. Artist unknown, but contemporary. She does not admit it, but I strongly suspect that the artist
is Our Reigning Lilith Yggdrasil.
42. True Love
Since Humans became SelfAware they also became aware of each other, and thus they became aware of the sex, color of skin,
hair, and eyes, the bodily form and appearance, and the age of the other. To this general perception they apply a certain
filter, called: "Possible Mate?".
(There are other filters Human use to keep their sensory input below overload.)
This Awarenes of Self and Others as Sexual Beings is called the SexMatrix. In an individual the SexMatrix is divided into
three equal parts, being responsible for the EarthBody, and the Emotional Body, and the Mental Body. All three serve the SoulBody,
which has no matrixes on it's own.
Awareness and a Set of Values acquired in the past concerning the opposite sex is part of the Mental Body. Abora-Mana,
i.e. the Energy of Life, works on the EarthBody - being horny without any outside stimulation is one of it's effects. Wanting
to be inside an Aura that spins in the opposite direction than your own is straight-wired into your Emotional Body. That is
why Lovers love to sleep with each other - during deep sleep after satisfying sex your Aura is charged to maximum by the opposite
spinning Aura of your man. This explains the Tantra rule: When you sleep with each other sleep naked under one blanket. (Here
I should explain that when we say sleep we mean sleep - we don't mean having sex).
The matrixes of the three bodies are cross-wired with each other; they are connected and communicate, and re-inforce each
Besides the SexMatrix there are other matrixes, and all of them are activated at their own time, and they are cross-wired
to all other open matrixes of the three bodies. And - I repeat - they do that in service of the SoulBody. Science found that
every Human, no matter at what time, owns all the matrixes in the same form, at the same place, there ain't no differences
in color or creed. The difference is only: What do you program into the new activated matrix of your child. At a certain stage
of the development of the Human EarthBody the SexMatrix is charged with Abora-Mana-Energy and kicks in, ready to be programmed
by stimulantia coming from outside of the individuum - they are sort of force fed into the newly opened matrix which has nearly
no defense against it. The contents of the stimulantia determine the mating behaviour and the general approach to the other
sex in every individual.
That means: Depending how you - as part of the group of GrownUps - stimulate the kicked-in matrixes of the young generation,
that much you help to determine how the next generation of Women and Men feel about their own sex, which determines how they
behave towards the other sex, which determines their erotic-sexual future, including the ability to feel happy. And, nota
bene: The SexMatrix is an extremly important part of the Matrix called "Social Behaviour".
True Love is not an avalanche that comes down on you out of the blue und buries you as a helpless victim. That avalanche-phenomen
is called "falling in love" and it generally a symptom of a sexually frustrated society. You fall in love to justify
the satisfaction of your sex-drive, and when it is satisfied you fall out of love again.
In those societies sex for the joy of sex is sinful and dirty; the dominating males allow sex only when you "love"
the man you want to go to bed with. But, as we all know, this attitude is just a false front, like so many other rules and
regulations of your present-day society.
True Love is a decision you make. You decide to love, and you are activly determined to keep your love alive. The decision
comes out of your mental body. You can only decide when you are not sexually frustrated, and when you have a clear perception
in detail of the mental pictures you carry around in your mind about what you find attractive about males, incuding their
In short: You need to know some of the simple basics about yourself and be honest enough to check the compatibility of
the contents of your matrixes against those of your potential mate.
Falling in love because the guy is so rich and famous, which makes him so attractive, is a very old part of the female
SexMatrix to insure fertilization by good male genes, to make sure the next generation is good taken care of, and is strong
and good looking.
But that was valid once upon a time, like the territorial fights with no holds barred of the males. Today your submission
under that primitive part of your SexMatrix is obsolete, because you have already convinced the world that you can be a good
Lilith Yggdrasil's Lament:
I'm sick and tired of hearing people whine because they can't find their "SoulMate", their OneAndOnlyLove in
this Life on Planet Earth. I'm sick of hearing them dream about their SoulMate of another life, in another universe, on another
planet - but certainly in a most desireable body form of a Human Being on Planet Earth - man or woman, it really doesn't matter
- just look at their stupid love stories and you'll know what I mean.
We - as SelfAware Souls - are as old as the Spiritual Universe. Since the Beginning we did voluntarily choose to live
in Bodies of Woman or Man on the surface of a zillion different planets. We have about one and a half zillion SoulMates out
there: Other Human Souls in Womanly or Manly Bodies we met and loved during our roughly about a zillion livetimes. So what
is all that yanking about?
Why don't you get busy trancending yourself into the SoulMate of your Man, in this here Life on planet Earth? That is
the only way to find your SoulMate - by becoming and being a SoulMate yourself.
Religion and Ceremony
As the title suggests here we talk about Organized Religion, about that part of religious activity that needs to be organized
to be functional. We talk about that part of religion that consists of rituals and ceremonies in Honor of a Supreme Being
and in Honor of the PowersGreaterThanYou.
We do not talk about the Supreme Being Self.
We also talk about that part of religion that is the source of Spiritual Art, that serves the organized religion by building
temples and painting and sculpting altars and sacred instruments, composing music and hymns, for example. We talk about it
in this context because the Creation of Spiritual Art is a religious activity, as we find it with the ancient Russian Ikon-Painters.
They where deeply believing monks, who saw painting Saints and other members of the Spiritual Universe as a service to their
Looking through the millenia at the different cultures of Human groups we find that the forms of the religious activities
are always pretty much the same. That means: all Humans have the same idea about how, when, and where rituals and ceremonies
should be performed to honor a Supreme Being.
Even the reason Why is the same:
Because of a feeling of overwhelmed awe: they become aware of themselves as being one infinitly small knot in an incomprehensible
big and incomprehensible intricate interwoven Net of Physical and Biological Creation. This becoming aware is called The Awakening
of the Soul. So they start to ask: Since I did not create the Net of Creation, who did? and why?
Humans are awed by the power and fierceness Creator gave Creation, by the harmonies, balances and tensions that hold the
Net together, by the shine of the juwels of the suns and planets and pebbles woven into it; they are overawed by beauty Creatrix
gave Creation in the endless circle of Life, of flowers and fruit, butterflies and jumping fish.
And again they ask: Since I did not create the Energy of Life and all the Living Beings, who did? and why? And since my
body is a Living Being that lives through the Energy of Life, where does this Energy come from? how come it keeps going and
going until I die? and what will happen then?
These two sets of Questions are part of the ReligionMatrix every Human is endowed with. The ReligionMatrix is activated
- more or less intense - in every individual Human.
Some Humans are filled with gratitude when facing the two sets of questions, others are filled with fear, depending on
the contents of the stimulation that filled the ReligionMatrix.
Gratitude triggers off a feeling of obligation towards the Supreme Being and a feeling of responsibility towards Creation.
Fear triggers off the feeling of having to fight Creation - to dominate Creation and to cut Her down into tiny pieces
that fit into the Mental Room of the Fearful.
All Religions express themselves by having some sort of an altar with an image (ranging from abstract symbol to hyper-realistic
rendering of a human being) that represents the Supreme Being and that serves as a point of focus for the mental and emotional
energies of the participants.
We have Holy Scriptures and Holy Chants about the Supreme Being, explaining the world and influencing Human's social behavior;
we have traditions that reinforce the Scriptures; we have paraphernalia that symbolize the values that the Supreme Being represents;
we have ceremonies performed by priests in special robes and their helpers, like musicians and dancers, acting within a certain
choreography; we find a clear defined space that is constructed and reserved for religious purposes only. The timing of such
a religious activity is either bound to the lunar or solar calendar, or it is a day of remembrance for something significant
to that religion that had happened some time ago, always part of the tradition and often part of the Holy Scriptures.
You can divide the Deck into two sets, when you draw the dividing line between Science and Magic. Where the answers of
Science end, there begins Magic. Science follows creation to the Big Bang, but when asked: Who made the Big Bang? Science
is lost for an answer. Magic says God and a whole Universe opens. Science can take apart plants and animals to the smallest
part, but when asked: What is Life? they don't know. Magic says "AboraMana" and Devi and Deva come to Life.
Religion definitly belongs to the Universe of Magic, where Human Dreams become alive.
First Set: The Wall
43. The Gate
The Sacred Gate is the Fifth Gate into the Elemental World besides the Four Gates to the Houses of Air, Fire, Water, and
The three cards of the set The Wall refer to feminine sexuality as Lilith Yggdrasil teaches:
"You are the guardian of your sacred gate. If you invite Adam, he may enter, if you defend, he has to stay out, no
matter what he wants. And that means: you alone are responsible for who enters your gate at what time. And that again means:
you alone are responsible for having a child or not, or for you to pick up a veneral disease or not. Never blame Adam, because
he is too blinded by his sex-drive and his bloated ego as to be able to take responsibility in that respect. His only responsibility
is to obey you as the Guardian of the Gate unconditionally.
"Your responsibilities as the Guardian is not a burden too heavy to be carried by you alone. It is the honor and
the pride of a woman who understands herself as the granddaughter of the Goddess."
I think the old crone exaggerates, but basically I have to agree with her, being a man myself.
+ Source: The only gate into The Mother's Temple on the island of Gea.
Who built that gate I couldn't find out, but it is of first class craftsmanship, built of the finest limestone I've ever
seen and I've seen a lot. You can't fit a piece of paper into the seams between the stones. Considering the social setup on
Gea I suppose that men built it under the supervision of the Old Mothers, but I might be wrong and the Mothers built the gate
themselves. The entrance is ca. 4 feet high and between 12 and 24 inches wide. Carved into the adjoining rock you'll see a
spiral connected to the Tree of Life. This is AboraMana's glyph in our 13-month zodiac, which, by the way, would make much
more sense on planet Earth, too.
I painted the wall and the gate when I visited Gea on government mission and I really had a hard time to convince the
Old Mothers (sort of priestess-rulers of this particular AboraMana sect) that I may take my drawings off island, and about
my government mission they wouldn't give a ***. As grouchy as the Old Mothers were, later they were so friendly to sell me
a flask of their Holy Oil, which they use during their unique Tantra-Rituals. The label of that flask I used for the card
Devi of Orchid.
Here I should add the legend, well known to humans on Earth, how women of an ancient Greek tribe by defending the Gate
against their men prevented a war.
Carved into the rocks you'll see a spiral connected to the Tree of Life. The spiral is the female spiral, because it opens
and becomes infinite with the path of the sun through the heavens. The male spiral opens against the sun, as the male instruments
of watches and clocks also run against the sun.
+ Source: Petroglyphs on the dry rock wall of The Mother's Temple on the island of Gea., ca. 15 to 20 feet high.
Second Set: The MainAltar
46. Lilith AboraMana
The Horned Goddess
The central panel of the Main Altar shows Lilith AboraMana as the "Horned Goddess", as the "Goddess of
Fertility and Abundance". (This is the idea of the "Sacred Cow"). The horns also symbolize the crescent of
the growing and waning moon.
She wears a sun-fish because it is Her Holy Animal in the House of Water. The sun-fish is an octopus that never stops
growing, the perfect symbol for Life.
She grows out of the spiral of the material world of Physics, she is decorated with the swirling dance of life. The netting
of her gown shows that she is part of the cosmic fabric, the seams are DNA-strings and the egg and the seed of the two sexes.
Her jewels are green leaves and roses as the symbols of Life and Beauty. She is crowned with the Diamond of Total Truth, which
on her points downward to show that she the mirror image of the total truth. The frame shows the Tree of Life growing out
of the female spiral. This is her sign in our 13-month zodiac, as the roman cypher for 13 indicates
To know: The feminine day starts at night when Venus EveningStar lights up, and ends with SunDown the next day. Among
others this is Jewish and Ancient German and very Feminin.
To know: Holy Day means: You celebrate outside the organized Religion your own rituals and bodily, emotional, and mental
AbilityTrainings like yoga, meditation, chanting, and being fully aware of the beauty of AboraMana's Children by activly seeking
and visiting surroundings where you find them in abundance. In other words: Go for a walk in pure nature; choose parts with
mostly plantlife and wildlife and just look and listen and enjoy yourself, and give Praise to the Goddess.
47. The Eternal Goddess
As said before: In each of the Elemental Houses AboraMana has a different name and a different iconography, but She is
always "Goddess of Life, Love, and Beauty, Goddess of Fertility and Abundance, Fountain of the Power of Love, Our Mother
In the Elemental House of Water the Goddess is called Lilith AboraMana, short Lilith.
She stands for the feminine intuitive emotional wisdom.
The left panel shows Lilith as the Eternal Goddess. She wears the Diamond of Total Truth because She comes straight from
The Source. The lower end of Her body is formed like the endless double-loop that symbolizes eternity. The open eyes on Her
wings show that She never sleeps and that She is One-and-Many at the same time. In that form She is also the Goddess of the
The dark nights between the moons are Her nights, Hers is the thirteenth Month in our zodiac in the time when winter is
The roses in her veil symbolize beauty and love and all plant life, the pearls and buds on the other side of her veil
symbolize the joy of sex, and the egg and the seed of all animal life.
+ Source: Lilith's Cathedral in the WaterQuarter of AtlantaCaldera. Three panels, oil on wood, each panel approximately
6 by 4 feet.
On planet Earth wet dreams of sexually frustrated men have falsified Lilith to be a beautiful woman's body (!) with a
snake's end, dark wings and evil intentions towards human kind, like fucking "unwilling" men and robbing children.
She is the one that gave Eve the apple of sin, (i.e. knowledge and wisdom) and thus doomed Human Kind to eternal, not erasable
sin and damnation.
48. The Chaos Goddess
the Primordeal Soup, swamp, mud
dark emotions triggered off by hormones and/or low air pressure and/or the position of the moon
"The Goddess of a Girls Purse". She reigns when you can't put an order in your material possessions, no matter
how hard you try. But, as Lilith Yggdrasil teaches: "Give praise to the chaos-goddess and forget about order. Be happy
in your chaos because it is the order you need right now."
Third Set: Prayers
Prayer is the communication between Humans and the Higher Forces of Creation and with the members of the Spiritual Universe.
In organized religion prayers adopt the style of chants and hymns to enable every participant to join unisono and thus magnify
the energy of the communication.
In our private prayers we talk to Father God and Mother AboraMana like we talk to our most beloved parents; and to the
other members of the Spiritual Universe we talk to like to our brothers and sisters and our most trusted friends.
In our prayers we never beg for something, because we live in abundance anyway, but we give Thanx in the same abundance.
49. Cleanse with Water
This is the proper place to admit that I'm not a friend of ceremonies and prayers because painting is prayer enough for
me and I consider ceremonies as a waste of time. But this my strikly personal point of view. I honor and respect all ceremonies,
no matter what creed celebrates them. The more colorful and elaborate they are, the more I enjoy them without feeling a great
urge to take part.
Anyway, I drew these sketches during the Ceremony of Thanx for good harvest and good fishing in Lilith AboraMana's Cathedral
in the autumn before I left home, and I observed very well Lilith Yggdrasil's half frown-half smile whe she observed me drawing.
50. Cleanse with Fire
51. Grace for the Flowers
House of Air
TempleDancer presenting flowers to the audience who send all their Thanx into them. Then they are offered to the Goddess
and placed on Her altar.
In our culture flowers symbolize beauty, love, life, and arts. As the bread and the fish are the food for the material
body so the flowers are the food for the emotional body.
Our Reigning Lilith teaches:
"Be very careful what you feed your emotional body with. If you feed it with emotions that are not love and beauty
you'll poison it and you'll get mentally sick and that will destroy your material body."
52. Grace for our Food
House of Stone
TempleDancer presenting a loaf of bread and a fish to the audience who send all their thanks and gratitude into the bread
and the fish, which then are offered to the Goddess and placed on Her altar.
53. Prayers Answered
House of AboraMana
This card is dedicated to a Hawai'ian man called Roots. He told me the Legend how the Goddess of Abundance riding on a
blue turtle brought all the fruit and animals to the island of Kaua'i, and how the Humpbacks sing the Praise of the Goddess.
+ Source: Illustration to the Legend: "How Abundance Came to Our Island." The Book of Legends for Children.
The descending Goddess brings us our most important farm animals: the boar, the goat, and the chicken (see King of Deva)
and all the plants we can use or just admire. The owl and the bats stand for the universe of animals outside of human use
- why they are both animals of the night I don't know.
She represents the contents of the word SHARE, which is a Prayer of Thanx for the abundance of flowers and food we live
in, shown on the material plane as: "Share, enjoy, there is enough for everyone", and it is given free without the
exspecting that something has to come back, because here is abundance anyway.
Kapa'a Beach, Kaua'i
Fourth Set: The High Priestess
54. Our Lovly One
Honor your Children
Queen of TempleDancers
The Kindled Fire
House of Air
dance, learn and teach dance
+ Source: Drawn from memory after I left the island of Gea, because I couldn't take my DrawTools into the Temple. Men
may enter only totally naked as they where born, excepting their charms and amulettes and their FlowerCrowns.
The card show the vault of the Mother's Temple in a night of full moon, with a "Lovly One" standing motionless
on a platform in the middle of the hall to be admired by the visiting men. The Old Mothers (sort of priestess-rulers) told
me, that a Lovly One is a young girl in training of dance and martial art to become a temple dancer, and that presenting herself
in that form is part of the training. She wears the temple dancer's tattoo, which is given only when she commits herself to
the order of the temple dancers - who are elite in the art.
55. The Bitch - Tantra
Honor your Spouse
The Wild Fire
House of Fire
learn and teach Tantra
Sacred prostitution - which is not prostitution because there is no money or anything else involved. It is part of the
Tantra training. The Bitch teaches the man who calls for her the Tantra she has learned, or she refuses companionship. Within
her self discipline she is free.
The unmarried women who want to do TempleService gather around sun-down at the stairs of AboraManas cathedrals. It is
like a party and any unmarried man who seeks service can join and make contact. Bring a bottle of wine and some snacks. At
the end the woman decides yes or no. They always go to the woman's place, the involvement is always for one night. For advanced
students it is seven nights.
+ Source: Illustration in our Tantra theory book, chapter one: Love yourself and love your body as it is.
Song for Adam to listen to:
Adore her and let her be as she is,
Let her do as she does because she is doing her best.
You are not her teacher, you are not her leader.
If something on her disagrees with you
leave her but don't try to change her,
because she is doing her best anyway.
If she wants to go, let her go.
Thank her and cherish the memory.
56. The Mother
Honor your parents
House of AboraMana
Learn and teach the traditions, the rituals and ceremonies
+ Source: Altar piece in the Great Mother temple on Gea. Translucent glass on a stand of clay inlaid with precious stones,
ca. 15 inches high.
Images like that in all sizes and all materials you find everywhere, for sure in every temple or chapel. Kiddies have
soft dolls in Her form, and in art class it is the first figure to be formed in clay.
Many artists of the stone age on planet Earth connected to that piece of art and copied it within the artistic freedom.
The best known example is the Venus of Willendorf.
57. Lilith Yggdrasil
Honor the Old
Yggdrasil: lit.: Tree that Roots in the Earth and Carries the Sky
The Tamed Fire
House of Water
Judge - Decide - Command
Law and Law Enforcment
SelfEducation and Teaching Others
The Tyranny of the Mediocre
Lilith Yggdrasil wears the hood of a shamana symbolizing Lilith AboraMana, the Goddess of the Black Moon in the Elemental
House of Water. The Black Moon symbolizes Intuitiv Womanly Wisdom - the snake whispering in Lilith's ear. The colors of the
two FlowerLei around her neck show that she is honored and loved by men and women alike. She reads the scriptures explaining
Philosopher's Stone and teaches the technologies you need to find it. On her gown she wears the zodiac sign of the LilithMoon
- the tree of life growing out of the female spiral - as the sign that she speaks with AboraMana's Voice.
She is the one who has seen and done it all, but she seldom talks about it. She was a TempleDancer, she trained and taught
Tantra, she worked in the fields and went out fishing, she bore and suckled children, so all her teachings are based on her
own experiences. Among other women she was selected by the Old Lilith Yggdrasil to become her follower and she was trained
by her and the members of the Great Counsil to become a Lilith. As she told me as I interviewed her she objected strongly
to carry the burden of being a Lilith, but was overruled be her feelings of responsibility to our society. I know perfectly
well what she meant, because she and the Tribun did the same with me when they recruited me for my current mission on planet
Earth. They kept nagging and arguing and tapping my feelings of resonsibility until I had to agree with their argument that
without our society I'm nothing and that I have to fulfill my responsibilities in spite of my own wishes.
+ Source: A cartoon I drew of Our Reigning Lilith Yggdrasil in full regalia during one of her lectures, to the great amusement
of the whole population including the Old Lady herself.
To avoid confusion: "Lilith Yggdrasil", or short "Lilith" is not a name, but the title of the Chairwomen
of our Great Council. The members of the Great Council are all the women of our city and, when they are in town, any woman
from the Inner or Outer Islands, too, even if they are Barbarians and don't have the faintest idea about our system of government,
which is Anarchy for All, combined with the Democracy of the Great Council, and Lilith's Benevolent Dictatorship. Her dictatorship
consists of that in the end she decides about what has been found in the democratic process of the great council and the general
consent of anarchy for all.
As the reigning High Priestess he also represents AboraMana in our life that pretty much centers on enjoying fun, and
the most fun for us are our artistic and religious activities in honor of our beloved Goddess.
That means: We live in a feminine-dominated theocracy, centered around a Goddess, executed by Lilith Yggdrasil and the
hard core of the Great Council. A very early Lilith Yggdrasil set the tone of government business for centuries to follow:
THE BEST GOVERNMENT IS THE ONE PEOPLE DON'T NOTICE
WELL EDUCATED PEOPLE DON'T NEED A GOVERNMENT
HUMANS ARE TOLERANT, COOPERATIVE, AND THEY LOVE TO SHARE, WHEN GOVERNMENT DOESN'T EXPLOIT THEM AND ALLOWS THEM TO LIVE
To avoid confusion:
The benevolent dictatorship of Lilith Yggdrasil is counterbalanced by the office of the Tribun as the Speaker of Men,
who more often than not agrees with Lilith's decisions. He was the one who knocked down every objection I had at being recruited
for this difficult mission on planet Earth, instead speaking for me against Lilith's demands.
58. The Ancestors
Honor Your Ancestors and the Work they gave you
The card also means: The work you pass on into the future of your family, your tribe, the whole population on planet Earth.
Listen, my Daughter, to voices whispering out of deep past:
We once had the power and life was a dream -
- until we enslaved those serving us willingly -
- until they revolted - and look at us now.
Listen , my daughter:
Regain the power that rightly is yours
but don't make our mistake.
The Set of the HighPriestess shows the Process of Aging of the Woman
and it also shows the femine Wheel of Live and Learning, when it is combined with the cards for Life and Death. (Men have
a different Wheel.)
The Life of the Woman proceeds in six distinct steps:
1. Your Birth - your Life as a Child
2. Your First Blood - your Life as a Virgin - Our Lovly One
3. Your First Full Sexual Contact with a Man - your life as a sexually free Woman - The Bitch
4. Pregnancy and Giving Birth - your Life as Mother - The Mother
5. Your Last Blood - your Life as Elder and Teacher - Lilith Yggdrasil
6. Death - the Life of your Works that live on - the Ancestors
The card Ancestors between the cards of Life and Death as part of the Wheel shows you clearly that you will be reborn
into a world that has been influenced - that means has been created - by you.
Old Teaching say that you have to Walk the Path between the steps to the fullest and when you then take the next step
forced by the Powers of Nature, you will take the LifeEssence of the past step with you into the next step - and when you
leave that step you take along two sets of essences and when you reach the step of your Death you will carry the Five Lives
of the HighPriestess with you. The Teachings say that this is your duty for being a Woman and enjoying the privilege of having
Fifth Set: The Dancers
59. Dancer of Air
The more you love yourself the more you will love anything else
Live what you are, never stop learning to become what you can be
Learning from others by observing and asking
60. Dancer of Fire
Learning by experience
Self discipline means: Forcing yourself to do something although your body and your mind protest
Self discipline without self love makes you overly demanding of yourself and impatient towards others
Find your likes and dislikes, your abilities, your goals
61. Dancer of Water
SelfControl means SelfObservation and SelfSteering. This is a mental process and can be learned and trained.
Learning by reflecting. Evaluating the past experience by observing your emotions about it to find out what the question
of the lesson was, since already you have the answer.
Self control without self love makes you uptight and hard towards others.
62. Dancer of Stone
Learning for the joy of learning, for the joy of growing mentally. Learning by walking the Path and knowing the Goal.
Learning by teaching. Teaching makes you understand better what you know intuitively.
"The Path is the Goal" actually means: To find your personal path through life is your goal. Once you found
your path you just walk it and then there is no goal anymore except to walk your path as fast and as far as you possibly can.
Before you came here you knew your path, but you decided to forget it, because finding your path again is part of You
being a Human on planet Earth. You will know that you found your path when you see it is endless, filled self imposed problems
and difficulties, which are the steps of your path
Self education without self love makes you narrow minded and intolerant.
63. Dancer for AboraMana
Original title: Mother Kaua'i
Uninhibited joy of life, love and beauty. Love not only in the spiritual and emotional sense but physical: Enjoying sex
for the joy of sex.
She represents Life, Love, and Beauty, which do not need any interpretation or explanation, because every Human has a
powerful matrix connected to it. She also represents the contents of the Hawai'ian word ALOHA, which is Sharing as a Prayer
of Thanx for the abundance of of flowers and food we live in. Aloha has very little in common with what we call hospitality
for strangers because of tradition, or nessessity, or morals.
I painted her purely for the joy of it; as a Prayer of Thanx for me as I am, being here where I live, doing what I was
doing in perfect surroundings. While painting I did not know that she will be a very important Card of the Deck; I seriously
thought the Deck was finished.
She is so young and beautiful because for every child Mother is the most Beautiful and I see me as her child.
The five golden flowers point to the parts of what you are - they are not chakren and they do not suggest an order of
importance or value - the lowest flower, the orchid, is your Female EarthBody, the flower above is your Emotional Body. The
sunflower in the middle are all your activated or not activated matrixes, as a part of your Mental Body. Then comes that part
of your mental body that is your Analytical Understanding, and finally that part of You that is Aware, all of them having
their male-parts. The white flowers behind her right ear tells everyone in the Language of Flowers that she is looking for
a True Lover.
First Set: This is You
the Goddess loves you
you are one of Her most beautiful daughters
you are the center of Her universe
Her whole world revolves around you
you are the little girl
you are the lover, the mother, the wise old woman
and you are the Creator of the future
all this is you, no matter what you think of yourself.
64. This is you
On top of the card you find the Diamond of Total Truth to show you that you are a part of the Total Truth. The Diamond
is surrounded by the empty space of creation, and by the rainbow of the spiritual universe. You, the Soul, are a highly honored
Member of the Spiritual Universe. You are one facette of the Diamond and a hologram of the Hall of God. You are aware of yourself
as an individual and you know that you are eternal. This is the real You, the Soul. Part of You is to be curious and to love
to play games, and that brought you here.
The Rule of the Game you agreed upon before you came here is: When you live in a human body on planet Earth you will forget
that you are You, a Soul. You will also forget your past. That is the Back-to-Zero or Open-new-Game effect. Goal of the game
is to see the Total Truth, which is no more than to remember who you are. But this is something you forgot, too. To trigger
off the search you become aware of the Death of your material body and the big question: And what happens then?
The hidden knowledge that you are a part of the Diamond and the imprinted, not yet activated Matrix of The Hall of God
- make you to a magnet for esoteric - spiritual - religious experiences, which activate certain parts of your Matrix, which
trigger off new questions about yourself, which the Diamond and the activated Matrix will answer by telling you who You are.
Since the Total Truth is endless and since the Matrix - The Hall of God - as the first level under the Source is endless too,
so the questions and answers will grow bigger in their scope and more interesting, but they will never end, and that is part
of the fun.
Seeing The Total, All-Including Truth is called SATORI in Zen.
The Matrix is shown in the set The Hall of God. SERAPHA is to be aware of yourself and to employ the male part of your
emotional body to think about your place in the Grand Scheme of Creation. CHERUBA means your ability to listen to the intuitive
voice of the female part of your emotional body and feel what is right or wrong for you. LUCIFERA is the truth as you see
it freely spoken, including your ability to actively listen to others, and including your ability to admit mistakes. GOD symbolizes
the Higher Cause you engage yourself in when living on planet Earth. The Highest Cause always is: Go there yourself and see
The Light. Which means: Find the answer to the question: Who are you? What is your place in the grand scheme? yourself; let
nobody else answer the question for you. You walk along your Path to God or to Enlightment and pick every little bit of wisdom
and knowledge you can find and prove to yourself whether it is good for you or not. If not you drop it with respect and keep
what you need. Since all wisdom and all knowledge are part of the Total Truth they all lead you in the same direction.
The Diamond and the Matrix are implanted parts of every Human Soul and not to erase. How far the matrix is activated that
it can do it's work depends on the depth and the persistence of your questioning yourself in search of the Total Truth.
The next plane is your mental universe. It shows the Scroll of Memories that runs back to your very beginning. You write
into the scroll every second of your present time and you note how you value each incident on you own individual Scale of
Values as it is valid at the time of the incident. Nothing that once is engraved on the Scroll can ever be erased, but you
are free to re-evaluate and attach new values to every incident of your life in the past.
Another part of your mental body is the Book of the Rules you live by. You are the only one who is entitled to write in
your Book of Rules, and you are entitled to re-write your rules as much as you want to. But as long as a rule is valid stick
to it, and don't change rules in mid-game. Goal of the game is to find a set of rules you can stick to with greatest joy for
the rest of your life.
The square surrounded by a circle is the male power inside the female power of your emotional body. That means: The female
part is the receptor of beauty and harmonies and the source of gratitude, the male part is the source of order and mental
Below your mental universe lies the plane of your material body and all the material things you are responsible for.
The green aura surrounding the body symbolizes the Energy of Life that keeps your body ticking until it dies.
The spheres in the hands of the dancer show you that you are one link of the never-ending chain of taking and giving.
The scull shows that your material body one day will end existing as the whole material universe, shown by the stars,
the clouds and the spiral the dancer stands in. With your material body your emotional body and your book of knowledge and
rules will die, but the scroll of your memories will never die. You, the eternal individual soul, will continue to be a selfconscious
part of the Absolute Truth. As long as You live in your material body you are bound to the material world with it's Laws of
Physics and Biology and with it's built-in Dualism. It is self-destructive to strive for release from the material world to
become free before your body actually dies. Equally self-destructive is the longing for the unification of Yin and Yang to
overcome dualism, because instead of being either water or land it becomes mud. You are a full Woman and not half and half
man - and Thanx to the Goddess for it.
You came here on your free own will, not as a reward, not as a punishment, not for so called carmic reasons, but because
you wanted to be here as a Woman for the greater glory of Goddess and God, and you are the most beautiful expression of their
Love for each other. So enjoy your life on the surface of planet Earth. Enjoy, dance, make your life a celebration of Life,
Love, and Beauty and share your joy of life with everyone you meet, including cockroaches and sparrows.
+ Source: Part of my papers I had to do for my exam to become a "responsible adult male human being", and I
assure you that I had to do it over and over again, until Lilith was satisfied with my understanding, because she claimed:
"I don't care how good you draw. I care about WHAT you draw, because what you are able to draw you understand."
65. Your Leading Angel
Your Higher Self; Your Spiritual Leaders, or Masters, or Teachers
Through your Angels you are anchored in the Spiritual Universe
They are that part of You that stays in the Spiritual Universe, but it is easier and more fun to perceive them as seperate
but identical twin-beings. There is only one problem: You can only imagine the Hall of God but cannot see it, and your twin
can only imagine the Material Universe but cannot see it. She doesn't even know what your body looks like, but She is totally
aware of your feelings about your body.
She tells you constantly about the Hall of God and the Total Truth and how She would react in your situation; and through
you She experiences your Human emotions about yourself and how you feel about your acts within nature and society on planet
66. Your Guardian Angel
The Angel of Your Past. She is the Mirror, that reflects your deeds and your feelings about them. She is always a little
later than you, like a mirror has first to see an image before it can reflect it.
She is also the guardian of your Self-awareness; She grows and becomes stronger with your growing self-awarenes.
Just imagine yourself being a stiff-necked, stiff-eared donky and your Leading Angel pulling in front and your Guardian
Angel pushing from behind, and the Hosts of Heaven bursting with laughter because it is a very funny picture, indeed.
Mistake me not: That stiff neck and the stiff ears are your Honor as a Human Being. You have the right and the duty to
excercise your free will, because Humans are the only beings in the whole cosmos that own free will and free decision - even
your Angels are mirror-bound to you, you decide for them, but they can't decide for you. Without the quirks of Human free
decision the cosmos would be a deadly boring place, and the Hosts of Heaven know it and because of that they love us so dearly.
Lilith Yggdrasil / Lectures / about Old and Young Souls
We teach that there is no such thing as Old or Young Souls, because a Soul - being a part of the Spiritual Universe -
is as timeless as the Spiritual Universe self.
all Religions on planet Earth teach independently in one form or the other
> a Soul is an individual member and part of the Spirtual Universe
> a Soul is the creation of the Supreme Being in It's image
all religions without exception also postulate:
> the material universe is a creation of the spiritual universe/
a creation of god/
and thus secondary/
The Science of Physics teaches
> Time exists only in the material universe of
Space - Matter - Energy because
> when Matter driven by Energy moves through Space only then Time comes into Existence /
... which backtracking logically implies that a Soul - being a part of the spiritual universe and thus without matter
- is timeless/
That means for Our teachings
> the concept of Soul in connection with the concept of old-young is a contradiction in itself because the idea of
old-young is a comparison of two different beginnings along a TimeTrack
The expressions Old Soul or Young Soul probably express the idea
> some of our fellow human beings started the chain of incarnations on Planet Earth earlier /
... which means that their memories reach further back into the history of Human Kind - which makes them appear older/
> a Soul occupying a human body on the material plane who busies herself more with spiritual matters than with material
matters also appears to be older in the sense of being wiser.
So We think it better Use of Language not to say old or young Soul but to say
> early or late incarnation into a human body on planet Earth, or
> spiritually advanced human
Since Timelessness contradicts the idea of a beginning it can't even be said that all Souls are of the same age /
> or as some scholars claim where created at the same moment and incarnated at the same time on different planets /
The only logical solution of this chain of thought is
> the Soul is eternal - without beginning, with no end - because she is timeless ...
... which the characteristic of the Supreme Being /
> all Souls together are the Supreme Being ...
... like the individual grains of sand that form an endless beach /
> each Soul is an individual hologram of the Supreme Being /
> all Souls together hold the spiritual part of the Total, All-Including Truth /
> each Soul is part of the Total Truth/
Second Set: The Game of Life
67. The Book of Rules
The Compass (up right): No matter which direction you travel, the needle of the compass always shows the shortest way
to the Light. Whether you pay attention and follow the needle or not is your free decision. Free means: no fear of punishment,
no hope of reward, only the consequences of your actions.
The Scale (up left): Never give what you do not want for yourself - only give what you want for yourself. The Scale and
the Compass together are the symbol for your consciousness. (Gewissen: that what you are aware of being right or wrong). It
has nothing to do with what somebody else told you of right and wrong. They symbolize your inborne, unalienable ability to
see, understand, and define the difference of good and evil, right and wrong. With the scale your consciousness measures the
values of what you actually have done on the material, human plane. The Book of Rules says: No matter what you do, you throw
a weight into one of the bowls of the scale.
Time and Death (left): We are walking in an eternal present time against the unstoppable stream of time, which comes from
the future towards us, and at the very end of your individual future as a human on planet Earth stands your Death. The Book
of Rules says: Your time is limited! You don't know when your time ends. There is no goal to reach, except the goals you set
yourself for yourself.
Except yourself there is no one entitled to judge your performance.
There is no reward or punishment for your decisions and actions.
The Spiral of Life (above center): The Book of Rules says: Move! No matter what you do, you move, either this way or that.
It does not matter where on the spiral you stand at the moment, what matters is only the direction you move. When you move
to the inside, you become smaller until you drop into the Black Hole of Time. (This is not a punishment, it is the natural
consequence of your move in that direction.) When you move outside you grow big and keep growing endlessly and the clearer
you will see the Light. The compass and the scale let you know the direction you are heading.
+ In the hollow of the spiral you find ten red fields. The symbolize the most important emotional levels of a human being:
Apathy, sorrow, anger, hidden animosity, open rage, boredom, interest, enthusiasm, action, (Thanks to L. Ron Hubbard).
Decisions (below center): Making a decision is an analytical process influenced by the emotional body and by your scroll
of memories. Deciding is a mental act, which comes first, followed by acting on the material level. Making decisions includes
the ability to see the consequences of that decision as far as possible in the future, as shown in the black and white squares.
Consequence: that what naturally follows every act through the Law of Life.
The Book of Rules says:
When you go there you can't go here. Which means: The whole future of the NO-decision has disappeared in the black hole
of time. And it means: You have to carry every consequence of your I-go-there-decision, whether you like it or not.
The game of chess and the game of pool teach you to see consequences. They also teach you the male virtue to place your
piece to your own advantage (which is cool) and to the dis-advantage of your opponent (ask her about it).
68. The Emotional Body
Praise, motivated by gratitude
Awareness of beauty and harmonies in nature and art
The source of the joy of life
Wanting to share
On the top of the card stands the Diamond of Total Truth surrounded by the spiritual universe. At the very bottom lies
the world of matter and time. Both are separated by the Blue Veil of Illusions. Time is shown by the red squares and the clock.
Some of the squares are broken up to show the times when you are in stress and under pressure. The clock of gold and diamonds
shows that you cannot compensate your slavery to time by giving an irrational amount of energy for the symbol of your slavery.
Out of the chaotic matter with the red flames of anger, fight, and unhappiness grows a simple flower, to remind you that
the beauty of AboraMana's children can be found in the very simple things. Behind the flower is a fence. Fences and walls
are the symbol for fear: Fear that something will enter the space you fenced in, or fear that something will break out that
you want to keep in.
To rise above the level of the chaotic matter you might find yourself in, you have to employ the self discipline of the
male part of your emotional body, shown by the circle with the black rim, and give praise. To start the process you might
have to ritualize your daily Prayer of Praise until it continues on its own energy. Praise the flower, praise the child, your
man, the cloud or whatever you find, and do not forget to praise yourself and your own creations.
While doing that you'll find, that the thing you praise will fill you with gratitude, which feeds the female part of your
emotional body, shown by the circle with the white rim, which in turn naturally praises what fills her with gratitude. Praise
is a natural expression of the joy of life and the greatest joy of life is gratitude for being alive and being able to enjoy
the beauty of God's and AboraMana's creation.
The longer you do that, the closer together the male and the female parts of your emotional body move until they intersect.
You become whole. Out of the intersection rises love, the circle with the red rim. Love will enable you to see through the
veil and catch a glimpse of the Total Truth. The higher above the material level your understanding, your gratitude and your
love rise, the thinner the veil becomes and the clearer and more complex your perception of the Total Truth becomes.
The Mental Body
Logical chains of thought exchanged to either solve a problem or to inform each other about one's Private Window.
It also means: To understand the difference between Abbadam's, AboraMana's and Human Creation.
Within the Universe of Human Creation it means to understand the difference of creations of art and all other creations
Here we have a round table with a problem lying on top of it. Four persons - the golden globes - are gathered around it
intending to solve that problem. The table is round to show that there is no chairperson, no teacher, no leader, no one with
the open or hidden intend to dominate the scene.
The symbols of the four Elemental Houses in the corners of the card suggest that the four persons are four distinct different
individuals, with their different gender, backgrounds, and believes, but equal in their intend to solve the problem.
The red square in the green circle symbolize the women, the green circle in the red square symbolize the men. Those two
different images also symbolize the emotional bodies of women and men. The emotional bodies of the four persons are connected
with each other, but they have no influence on the solving of the problem. That is why they are not connected to the golden
The emotional bodies of the same sex are connected by a double string to show that they understand each other a little
better than the members of the opposite sex.
The big heptagon is the Diamond of Total Truth. The splinters on the table need to be formed into the small heptagon of
that part of the total truth, all four persons can agree upon.
Communication is only possible between persons who consider each other as equal.
Cutting communication is the last resort of someone who must be right, no matter how wrong she is.
+ Source: Decoration of a round table in Lilith Yggdrasil's Office, painted by the author as a birthday present for our
most beloved Chairwoman.
70. The Longhouse
Pictogramm for House, or Government
It shows a house on stilts, because the people who invented the pictogramm live close to the ocean with heavy tidal waves.
The house is divided into two equal parts by the mainbeam that carries the roof with the symbol of the Black Moon. The left
side of the house belongs to the men, as indicated by Mars above their part of the roof; the right side belongs to the women,
their star is Venus. The circle under the house is the Fire where people gather around to talk about communal matters, again
clearly divided into female and male matters.
Education, Health and Taking Care of the Land are entirly womanly matters; no man can be a teacher or a medicinal doctor,
except be a medical doctor for the Genitals of Men.
The land is owned by the commune and is worked by the commune and it feeds the commune, there is no room for private-property-thinking.
Naturally men are asked their opinion about educational or medinal matters, but the final decision what to do or what not
to do is woman's decision, and men have to apply all their abilities to make woman's decision real.
Plowing the fields, maintaining the ditches, the canals and the roads is clearly men's work, planting is woman's work,
and weeding is done by the children under the supervion of their teachers. And the great time of harvest is celebrated by
all of them.
The Scientists in the SearchAndDiscovery-Center on the other side of the harbor are mostly men - the few women who work
there can't vote in the Great Council, because they are considered as being prejudiced in favor of their own cause.
Third Set: Who are you? Define Yourself!
This is the area of your personal awareness and knowledge of yourself as an individual. It is presented to you in the
male black-white-decision, yes-no-system instead of the female soft-shades-gray-between-black-white-scale, because this way
the questions are easier to understand. To know which end of the scale you chronically tend is one way of knowing yourself
by defining yourself.
There are many more of this kind of questions. The ones presented here serve only to trigger off finding and asking those
questions yourself during the process of learning to know yourself.
+ Source: In the more hidden part of our Central Library I found a book with 2856 of those questions, collected by a scholar
of ancient times. In his foreword he wrote that he collected the questions for the fun of it, but the book should be kept
secret because:" Fnding the questions yourself is part of becoming self aware."
So, for the sake of the game: Decide, knowing that the decision is valid only for now.
+ The cards SERAPHA and CHERUBA belong not only to set "The Hall of God" but also into this set, asking: Is
your attention more on looking or more on listening;
+ and you can also use the Devi and Deva to help you define the sexual part of You.
71. The Naked Truth
This Card represents the Japanese Zen principle of clarity, simplicity, honesty in material, tools and methods. No fringe,
no frills. Decor only where it makes sense and never for it's own sake.
"Our Mother Goda Eva" is the title of the Mythological First Woman, in short Eva. Goda means Daughter-of-Goddess,
Eva is Jewish and means simply Woman.
She rises out of the male triangle like out of a green house filled with minerals, liquids, gases, and, to make it interacting,
light and heat. This shows planet Earth as a closed system of physics with limited resources in which roots the biological
life on the planet and thus we, you and I.
Eva is surrounded by the green aura of the Energy of Life which is shown by the green AboraMana, the Horned Goddess, who
shines green through the blue body of Eva.
Behind the Horned Goddess lies the male triangle as symbol of the creator of physics, which resonates with the lower triangle
and behind that the Diamond of Total Truth.
The Goddess - through Eva - holds the Mirror of Self Knowledge and the apple of "Try-It-Yourself", which means:
Believe nobody, question everything. Go there yourself and experience. Decide and act according to your experience and
The cloak around AboraMana's and Eva's shoulder is the rainbow God dedicated to his MostBeloved "with a Speciall
Thanx for the songs your children dedicated to me", as the Legend tells.
+ Source: The card shows a stained glass window in a church for AboraMana in the main village on the north western tip
of the island, in the flatlands or lower farmlands as we call this area. Each square of the background is about one square
foot. It was dedicated to the temple by a man called Carlos, the owner of the Fisherman's Sinkhole, a cave under the Lighthouse
Rock in AtlantaCaldera he runs as a bar catering mostly to barbarian sailors.
72. The Veil of Maya
the half hidden, the charming
the make-believe, the little lies (fashion)
self-deception, living by the lies about yourself
living by the rules of others
accepting yourself as being a victim of the opinions someone else might have about you
shame disguised as modesty
endless greedy, never being satisfied on the material level
Why, my daughter, are you so unhappy with the body I gave you?
Who made you so blind that you can't see how beautiful I made you?
Don't you understand that you criticise Me every time you try to improve the appearance of your body?
Remedy: Avoid looking into mirrors.
+ Source: Costum and mask design for the carnival in honor of AboraMana depicting Vanity.
Be what you are and become what you can be
You need to swim against the stream, if you want to drink clear water.
The restless wanderer, with the meaning: Not all who wander are lost. Some drift, some search, but all are on a one-way-ticket.
Living in the present on a day-to-day basis. Living on and with the minimum. Never being satisfied on the mental and spiritual
level and the own abilities. Pretty careless about appearances, but perfectionist in all things concerning the Self and the
Burden, (see below).
Wanderers resonate with the elemental Houses of Air and Water, their sign is the Mobile hanging on the left side. It shows
the ever moving outside-world swinging around a clearly defined Self and a stable inside-world. On the left side in the poach
you have the Burden you carry through your life as a wanderer, on the right side are your boots ready for you to step in.
The Burden symbolizes the specific path through your life you have chosen to grow with spiritually, mentally, and, if possible,
materially till End of Game. In the right frame of the door sticks a photo of your most Beloved to remind you that you can't
even take that when you go wandering because it ties part of your attention into the past instead of letting it free for the
present and future. The wandering life is a pilgrimage to a goal as you define it for yourself, shown by female-open shell
of the medieval pilgrim's route to Santiago de Compostela in Northern Spain. The shell carries the sign of Venus, because
you are a woman. Your lighthouse to the goal is Mars (at the very top), the symbol of your search is the Red Flower, both
symbolizing a male energy pulling you along your pathway.
(Wandering males carry a closed shell with the red sign of Mars. Their flower of search is blue, and their lighthouse
to the goal is Venus.) The Red Flower is also the Holy Grail you polished yourself to become and to be. It will be filled
with what you were searching for, which is: to see the Total Truth, shown behind Mars.
Action for the benefit of Higher Self (Soul).
+ Source: Tani San's House, Kyoto, Japan, winter 1972/73.
The Gardener, the Local
Action for the benefit of the whole community
The card shows a shamana ceremony during the planting of the first taro root. She gathers energy of life from AboraMana's
unlimited source, filters it through her body, and stores it in the mother plant. At the same time she releases her water
into the mudhole she dug for the root to complete the cycle of taking and giving.
This card is dedicated to a Hawai'ian man called Roots, because he plants coconut and other fruit trees all over the island
and because his life is gratitude and sharing.
games played in your mind
Daydreaming is one of the most precious abilities of a human being because it taps directly into the sphere of creativity
that lies around the Diamond of Total Truth. It is an ability that can be learned or re-learned and should be trained carefully.
Daydreams are the basics of all arts. Controlled daydreaming trains the ability to see a film, to visualize a painting, to
tell a story, to hear a song. It is the sphere where you are totally unlimited and free to dream up whatever you want, where
you are closest to the powers of creativity, where you are in total control of everything that happens, where you are truly
the Allmighty Goddess of your spiritual and mental world.
Daydreaming in it's negative aspect is escaping reality. Reading books or watching TV not to learn something new or to
enjoy art in literature or films, for excample.
+ Source: The cave I used as a Studio on La Palma Island. This is where the channeling of the Goddess began.
77. Sola LilithWisdom
Day, Sun, Male, Gold, Fire
Liberty of Thinking
Clarity, Honesty, Industry
CityLife, the universe created by Humans: culture, civilisation, and technology
Waste nothing, share everything, plant taro, praise the Goddess, and we all will live in abundance.
TARO stands here for human business to assure survival.
She pairs with NIGHT and asks: Are you a day-person?
78. Moona LilithPeace
Night, Moon, Female, Silver, Water
Country life, nature, the universe created by God and Goddess
Liberty of Emotions, i.e.: not stuck in one emotion but free floating as the acute situation demands
Free of fears; free of inhibitions
She pairs with DAY and asks: Are you a night-person?
As I was digging in the dusty corners of our Central Library in search of old cards for the Deck I found a piece of vellum
covered with our ancient script. Obviously it is a record of government-policy of an early Lilith Yggdrasil:
LilithPeace will reign when every woman can dance, naked if she wants to, in the darkest parks of our world without risking
to be molested by a man,
when every girl can travel freely and without fear to the remotest corners of our planet, and everyone will help her along
to the goal,
when we do not need locks or walls anymore to protect our honest property because we have learned not to take what is
not ours, and because we have learned to share.
I know that this is possible, I know that Humans are able to do it. They know the difference between Good and Evil, they
have the sacred gift of Free Decision, they are the Most Beloved Children of Creation, there is no Evil in them unless it
is put there by another human.
End of Game
The movements of sun and moon, and the cycle of life and death define our concept of time and eternity.
Eternity and Infinity are primary parts of the Absolute. That is why we really cannot understand them.
We consider Infinity as analytical male understanding, connected to the universe of physics referring to distance and
number, and the concept of Eternity as emotional female understanding connected to the biological universe referring to time.
The card does not only show the Hall of God (the universe of physics) as symbol for Infinity, but also flowers, palms,
and a broaching Humpback Whale (the universe of biology) as Symbol for Eternity, who carry the drive for Endlessness not as
individuals, but as part of the chain of life of the species.
You are part of Eternity - not you as a material woman, who one day will die, but you as part of the chain that receives
and passes on not only the Spark of Life for Human Kind but also the codes of human behavior. Large parts of what today we
call civilisation is the influence of women upon men. The time of the Troubadors women dictated men's grooming, clothing,
manners, education and skills in music, dancing and poetry - for truly the objective better of all involved. So please be
very careful about what you pass on into the future, into what for us is Eternity.
+ Source: The Hall of God as seen from planet Earth on the beach of Kapa'a, Kaua'i, looking south